Idk if you guys have read but I thought I should still share it with you..

Yesterday is what I can consider as the best day ever of my life as a fangirl, an ELF and an ELFish!!!!! Up until now, I am still in awe but maybe much calmer than how I was yesterday!

I have never ever thought that I'd actually become one of those who has a fanaccount to share but yes, it really really happened and I will never ever forget it as long as I live!!!!!!

Okay..

So yesterday, 140202, us PH ELFs finally had the chance to have a fansign event with SJM through Tony Moly(which was tied up with the MBC Dream K-Pop Fantasy Concert 2). I was one of those who had the All Access pass so I didn't have to choose a color and guess which SJM member I will be lining up for. It's no suprise that hands up and down, I will go with my ULTIMATE ultimate bias, Donghae(sorry Hyukjae but next event, I will line up for you)! We got our passes and got inside the venue prolly around past 3pm and we were told that we are not allowed to take pics either using phone or cameras(had I been bolder, I would have ignored the staff and took pictures to be honest). When SJM came in, the whole venue roared with screams and slowly, they introduced themselves(Hyukjae, Ryeowook, Sungmin, Donghae, Kyuhyun, Henry and Zhou Mi). Hyukjae asked how we were. Ryeowook and Sungmin made short greetings. Donghae called us his princesses and told us he missed us. Kyuhyun greeted us and when we sang the Happy Birthday Song to him, he thanked us. Henry also greeted us and called us uber y(hihihihihihi). Zhou Mi greeted us as well and told us that he missed us. And with that, the fansign event officially started.

I waited for nearly half an hour on the line and I was watching every single fan who just finished interacting with their biases and I saw a few of them crying prior to leaving the venue and to be honest, I was thinking if I would end up doing the same thing. When the staff asked me to move closer, I started trembling for a bit but I told myself to be composed since I was like a few people away from Donghae. When the girl infront of me took her turn, I was all clouded with excitement and stuff and I was also tweeting(coz I promised my friends on Twitter tthat I will update them). I looked at Kyuhyun for a while, called him out and shouted "Happy birthday, Kyuhyun!"(but epic fail, he didn't hear me/sobs/). When I looked infront of me, I saw the girl before me was about to leave and I saw her give Donghae a hug and walked off.

And now, MY TURN!

I touched my cheeks and slowly walked towards the love of my life and as soon as I was there, ugh!!!!!!!! LO AND BEHOLD THE GORGEOUS MAN INFRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!!! We greeted each other and he smiled ang ugh!!!!!! THE ARROWS STRAIGHT TO MY HEART!!!!!!!! We began with a high five and gosh!!!!! SMOOTH HANDS THANK YOU!!!!!!

Donghae: (mumbles something I didn't understand) you today?
Me: Huh? 
Donghae: How are you*points at me) today? 
Me: Oh, I am fine! I'm good, I'm good! (gave him a two thumbs up) How are you? 
Donghae: (two thumbs up) I'm good too! 
(we gave each other a two thumbs up) 
Donghae: (takes a poster to sign; looks at my name tag) What is.. your name..? Kae--- 
Me: (fixed my hair to show my nametag) It's Kaedie.. 
Donghae: Kaedie.. 
Me: Yes, Kaedie.. Kaedie noona.. (coz I am almost a year older than him)
Donghae: Oh, Kaedie noona! 
Me: (nods) Yes, Kaedie noona.. 
(he started to sign the poster)
Me: I love you, Donghae! 
Donghae: (smiles) Oh, I love you too! (finishes signing the poster) 
Me: Oh, can I get a hug from you? 
Donghae: (smiles again) Sure!

He stood up from his chair and reached out to me and pulled me into a hug!!!!!!! A HUUUUUUUGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!! And gdi, he smelled so damn good and he was soooooooo damn comfortable!!!!! We hugged for more than 10 secs and to be honest, I didn't want to let go! His skin was so smooth and he smelled like a baby!!!!!!!!! I really wanted to kiss him and stuff but ugh! I know I can't! Hyukjae was just around the corner! LOL

And when the hug ended....

Me: Oh my god, thank you Donghae! 
Donghae: (hands me my signed poster) You're welcome, Kaedie noona! I will see you tonight, okay Kaedie noona? 
Me: (nods and takes the poster from him) Of course! 
(next girl comes in)
Me: (waves my hand towards him and walks away) Thank you Donghae! I love you! 
Donghae: (waves back at me) Thank you! I love you too! 

AND THAT WAS IT!!!!!!!!!!

LIKE OMFG I WAS SHAKING!!!!! I WALKED OFF TREMBLING, I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I MANAGED TO WALK PROPERLY AND TWEETED MY FRIENDS ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED!!!!!!!

IT'S A DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!!!!! TT____________TT 

I still can't believe that it finally happened to me!!!!! I have spent years of loving him from afar and envying lots of those who had close encounters and talked with Donghae, wishing that I will have the chance to experience the same! It really means sooooo so so so much to me and OMG IT REALLY HAPPENED!!!!!!

I have spent so much money just to get to be on that event and thank God! The money was worth it! All the love and prayers are worth that moment!

I don't think I will forget that for as long as I live! I will always cherish that! TT_________TT

Now more than ever am I determined to work so hard, save up enough money for a trip to Seoul just to meet him again and experience the same thing, be able to talk to him and stuff huhuhuhuhuhu or maybe any other fansign or fanmeet and even concerts!!!!! Ugh!

Oh and yeah, EunHae were so much at it during the concert! I'm sure you have already seen and read about it so yeah, I'm gonna end my post here!

Thank you so much guys for reading! ^^

Here's a photo of the poster he signed for me: