Loosing a parent is nothing like loosing a friend. A Parent is that person that raises you to become whom you are. i must say..my mother did a wonderful job. me and my mother were inseparable , she always know what was on my mind before i knew it myself. we always said things at the same time and dressed a like with out meaning to. i miss my mother sooooo much. she was taken from us, what i feel was too soon, but i know it was only GODs alternate plan. I know that if it was in his will i cant do anything now but accept that. my mother was a woman of GOD and has raised her children to also be women of GOD. and we are. even though i my write fanfics and such, i know that GOD knows my heart.  i have been through some pretty things in my life and he has been there from me through all of it, so i know the more i lean on him the more i heal, for being closer to him also means being closer to my mother. she also knew my about my weird obsession with Asia, as a matter of fact she was a blackjack herself..lol. she knew i wanted to see my biases at their performances and know how much i cared for them and other people even though i've never met them. as a matter of fact she knew i have a squishy heart and i cared for everyone like they are family because she was the same way.

missing you, MOMMY R.I.P 1-19-14

no i didn't edit and don't plan to...