Hello. I missed you guys, I hate to say this, but I cried today... My mom is... ugh...

We're not perfect... and she needs to realize it... but no.

Today I realized something... That I don't really know what mom's love is...

My mom had left me to be raised by my aunties then suddenly, she comes and expects a lot from me? Nuh oh.

I certainly hate it how I know that she won't talk back to people who talk bad about me in front of her...

She'll just blame me on it and mostly... hurt me until she sees blood.

She threatened me that she'll burn my hand today and believe me, she really can.

I'm scared; I really am...

Someone... help me...

*Hugs my knees*

*Bury my head in*

*Cry really hard*