This is indeed the MOST shocking news I read online that made my heart shatter into tiny peices, I just can't get over the fact that our Sooyoung is apparently dating another guy (which isn't Siwon oppa) and it's confirmed. I know I'm already a day late but it's really heart wrecking. It's not that I don't like him for her cause I'm not really in the position to judge whom she should like or not, and I also know that they've dated several times but then the news always says that it RUMOURED, so I didn't bother paying attention....

And this year, it says that their dating was official, it really was a shocker to me, It was MIND BLOWING AND NERVE WRECKING, I spent almost half an hour rolling in my bed wailing and thinking of my preserved SOOWON (sooyoung and ofcourse Siwon) thoughts... I just can't get over the fact that she's dating someone who isn't Siwon oppa... 

I just wish Sooyoung Eunnie to have a splendid relationship with that whoever guy ( it pains in my chest to remember the guy's name so just bear with it TT^TT ) is... My Soowon ship just sinked, It was wrecked... I just hope that guy doesn't make her cry, or if he will... I have definitely no idea what I'm gonna do ( as if my parents would allow me to fly to Korea ) Right now I just want to eat and indulge myself with sweets, Oh Sooyoung, why dating someone exclusively so sudden? TT^TT

The only thing that makes me sane (as if I am) right now, Is listening to Teayon eunnie's Be alright's cover... My Soowon feels.... If two of them are really meant for each other ( I know they are, I can positively feel it on my bones ) then they'll surely come around bumping each others and then one day... us netizens will surely know that they were dating, end of story

So don't loose hope~ Sooyoung and her uh... Boyfriend (sure) are, uh... whatever, I hope she'll be happy with him