So if you didn't already know, Ukiss won best male group of 2013 in the SBS PopAsia voting thing against BAP by 1%.

     I am a KissMe too but it still kinda got me mad.

     I'm not hating on anyone but it's really bothering me.

     Ukiss comes back after a longggg break with Mystery Lady(?) and Dongho even left the group. I remember AJ going to university a while back and they all of a sudden come back 2013 and wins best male group of 2013.

     While BAP has been working non stop for almost 2 years now, going on Pacific Tour, releasing 10 albums, Warrior Begins Japan Tour, having multiple comebacks, variety, radio, interviews, oversea concerts and they lose by ing 1%.

     I really really think BAP deserved this award, but I'm not saying Ukiss didn't deserve it either. I have no idea how to describe my feelings right now, cuz I am a KissMe and a Baby. I feel like BAP had worked much harder than Ukiss did and losing by 1% is just pissing me off so much. 

     Maybe I'm just being a over dramatic and the "omg bap needs to win every award out there" kind of fan. (but i do think bap deserves all the awards lol) 

     I feel like I'm betraying my kissme fandom...cuz i liked ukiss for 5 years now and I'm suddenly betraying them for bap who's been around for 2 years. 

     mm...idk anymore. I should be happy for Ukiss but at the same time im so freaking sad that bap lost by 1ing%. TT TT We were winning by 2% just since yesterday...

Tell me if you're feeling this way too so that I know I'm not the only one feeling like this. Cuz if I'm the only one feeling like this i'm like the worst fan ever in the history of kpop.