My life
Ok just a warning to anybody reading this....
Yes, there are still many out there worst off then me... But this is just me ranting and writing out how I feel so please do ignore me...
I'd start with this sentence.
MY LIFE.
I know hate is a really strong word but I'll use it without any hesitation for this matter. Yes, parents were meant to be nice and encouraging but I can surely say I haven't heard a word of encouragement from them since the day I was born. I was never told to chase my dreams or to try harder. If I failed, it would have just meant I didn't even try, I brought it upon myself.
Certain things I would admit, I caused it but I refuse to believe that I brought it upon myself or I didn't even try. All I hear from them when I fail is words of hate and resentment.
Heck, I can't wait till I'm 18 to get out of this hell hole. They make it seem like I'm the worst child they could have ever gotten. Right then I should have never been born. Because, guess what, I wish I was dead, just so I won't have to go through the same pain every day.
Those who do read my first fan fiction, yes, I based Tiffany as myself. Minus the physical pain. The mental torture is more than enough. I hate myself, I hate my life. I just wish I was never born.
So my life.
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