uhm im just going to make a blog postabout him again lol TT TT 

 the situation is getting more and more difficult for me sighs

i called him last night. well, my friends arent answering their phones plus he asked me if i can call him -___- ok so uhm, we talked. haha

loljk ok so yeah we talked but... ok i learned new things about him.

he can sing, he can play the guitar and sighs he's veryyyyyyyyyyy nice TT TT and he also has a good sense of humor. 

his voice might not be as good as kyungsoo or anyone but he still can sing TT TT

for the first time, i held my breath for too long, i felt those 'butterflies in my tummy', i squealed so hard after we talked and haha this is not happening....... 

i swear im alrdy getting ready to jump off in a cliff. but yeah there is still infatuation before 'love', i still have a chance lol 

istg if this continues i'll die in a few days.

bc i can feel something unrequited coming.. fast..