I'm back!

I think I’m ready to be back.

I had a lot of thinking and took a good look of my life. I realized that I shouldn’t be sulking over these stuff. ty things has happened and will happen again, but do I have to let them affect me? No. Sure these things and I hate them, but that doesn’t mean that I have to suffer. I can be happy. And I will be.

For example, my friends are still healthy and they won’t die. That’s enough for me. And I know that they can be happy. They won’t let these things slow them down. And I even if I can’t always be there to support them, that doesn’t mean I don’t care them. They both know that I love them and I’ll support them from afar. I will be there for them even if I’m not close.

Then about my family issue… Well to be honest I have no idea what happened. It seems that everything is okay again. I’m really shocked. I’m not sure if they are just acting or what, but I think that my mother is getting better. And that makes me happy. And it really helped me, after I talked to someone about my feelings. Letting all out and not keep it to myself.

And after I read your comments I realized how selfish I have been. I’m not the only one suffering, so why should I keep whining about everything? And these things aren’t even happening to me. Why do I make myself the victim here? Everything is fine in my life and I should be happy about that.  

Many good things have been happening in my life and I should be thankful of those. And I am. I should concentrate on them.

For example, my college life. I just started studying in university (college or university? what’s the difference?) and I’m loving it! People here are the best and I know I have known them only a few months but they are already so precious to me. Since the major I’m studying is really small (statistic, I know, nerd!) there is only about 15 of us and we have all the same lectures, it feels like a small class. And I like it. I like being with them. And college life aka party party party :D Yep, I have been partying a lot! Don’t judge me! But of course I haven’t forget study.

So everything is going okay right now. And I’m happy. So I guess I can start writing again. I have so many good ideas for my fics and I can’t wait to write them!

But I what I want to say to you guys is thank you. Your comments made me realize that I’m not the only one here and I can’t be selfish. I can’t let these things affect me. I just have to buck up! Thank you guys! For staying with me and giving me your support :) If there’s anything you like to talk, just say, I would love to help you like you helped me.

Love you all <3

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shanggita #1
I always waiting for your update..^_^
Migtly #2
still waiting for your story ~~ take your time