The first semester of college is finally coming to an end, but I don’t feel any good about it.

I chose the right course. I chose what I liked, what I wanted since before. But why am I having a hard time? Shouldn’t it feel easy? I guess not.

The people in my class kept asking me if I’m going to change programs/course, I said I won’t. I like this, or atleast, I insist myself that I do. There’s no course that I like more than this. But why does it feel tiring?

I was having a hard time dealing with this one professor of mine, I guess she’s won the battle. I gave up on her class already. It’s not only me, half of the class already did.

I guess she’s the reason why I’m having a hard time…?

Or maybe it’s really me.

I don’t know. LOL. Sorry for ranting.