I CANT (caps lock rant read with caution)

HALP MY EMOTIONS ARE BASICALLY TEARING DOWN ON ME AND I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING IN THE CORNER I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE

LIKE EXO IS JUST BEING PERFECT AND ITS TEARING ME TO SHREDS BECAUSE CHANYEOL IS JUST RUINING ME WITH HIS PERFECTION BUT LIKE I GOTTA BE TRUE TO MY ORIGINAL BIAS BAEK BABY AND THERE'S STUPID SEHUN GODDAMNIT I WAS PERFECTLY FINE UNTIL THAT STUPID DREAM HAPPENED AND NOW I FEEL LIKE BURSTING INTO TEARS EVERYTIME I SEE HIM ON TUMBLR.

AND f(x) IS MAKING A COMEBACK AND IM CRYING BECAUSE NOT ONLY AM I SUPER EXCITED FOR MY BABIES BUT SM IS FREAKING TRYING TO BURY ME ALIVE WITH ALL THIS KAISTAL AND IM LITERALLY PULLING MY HAIR OUT BC I SHIP THEM SO HARD AND THEY'RE JUST LIKE HERE HAVE SOME PICTURES OF THEM HUGGING ATTRACTIVELY LIKE I EVEN SET ONE OF THEM AS MY DESKTOP BACKGROUND AND IDEK IF ITS MAKING ME FEEL BETTER OR WORSE

AND SPEAKING OF WHICH ALL THIS KAISTAL SHIPPING IS MAKING ME RE-FIND MY OLD LOVE KAI WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT I DON'T NEED RIGHT NOW BUT I DONT EVEN HAVE A CHOICE BECAUSE EXO OBVIOUSLY DOESN'T CARE ABOUT MY EMOTIONS THEY'RE JUST LIKE OOOOH LOOK AT THIS KAI IS SO ATTRACTIVE YET HES SUCH AN AWKWARD LITTLE DORK ON THE INSIDE LORD HAVE MERCY

AND SPEAKING OF DORKS: PARK CHANYEOL

LDAGNAEONGOA'ENG'EANGOKAN IM CRYING BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HES SO TALL AND HANDSOME WITH HIS DEEP VOICE AND DORKY ADORABLE OPTIMISTIC PERSONALITY AND HIS DRUM/GUITAR PLAYING AND PASSION FOR MUSIC AND HIS EARS ATEIGNPEFAEING

AND ALSO BEAST DECIDED TO MAKE A COMEBACK AT THE MOST INCONVIENENT TIME EVER YEAH THANKS IM FINE GUYS IM ALREADY DEALING WITH ALL OF THIS I DONT NEED YOU GUYS JUST QUITE YET BUT THEY'RE LIKE LOL NOPE LOOK AT THIS TRAINWRECK OF EMOTIONS LETS JUST BOUNCE IN AND MAKE A COMEBACK WHO CARES IF SHE HAS A TON OF SUMMER HOMEWORK SHE HASNT BEEN DOING.

I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE CRYING IN THE CORNER AND LIKE I KNOW WHEN SCHOOL STARTS IM NOT GOING TO HAVE TIME FOR THIS AND I PROBABLY WONT BE ABLE TO WRITE ABOUT ALL THE BIASES I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT AND IM JUST REALLY UPSET BC MY EMOTIONS ARE KILLING ME

OKAY THATS IT GOODNIGHT EVERYONE I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL CAUSE IM NOT

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HannaB13 #1
Maybe we should just trash this obviously not healthy kpop and go for like… german pop! Maybe they can dance too… Or maybe I'll die without EXO...
seominpark
#2
Lol, yes.
Has happened with everyone of us. :3
dddddd6
#3
I just realized that caps-lock for the entire page is cringe-worthy, but it actually looks pretty nice.
Btw, yeah... that happened to me when Baekhyun just all of a sudden sky-rocketed on my list.
jejefahdha #4
calm down hun its not Kai! its SM trainee which one has almost same face like our kai. like you, I was so frustate about this and ingly made me rrlieved knowing that he isnt our kai:'D
glad that you show your emotions by writing this post. you know that I was screaming in the morning in the middle of the class and all of my friends thought Im freakingly idiot (I bite any of my friends who was talking to me too that day)
joonmyunie #5
He's not Kai.. he's just a SM trainee that resembles Kai a lot so that many people mistaken them as Kai..
PandaMinSoo #6
I thought I was the only one that actually ship KaiStal xD
BUT ERMAHGAWD !!!!
F(x) WILL FINALLY COMEBACK!!!!
SM, WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO -
-dies from happiness-
*_*
kimjaejoonq
#7
HUGS YOU IM SO CRYING WITH THE AMOUNT OF KAISTAL IN THEIR TEASERS I FEEL LIKE WORSHIPPING SM BECAUSE OF PUTTING THEM TOGETHER
nchuhae
#8
D___________O
eatPie
#9
SHOULD I CAPSLOCK TOO
BECAUSE BEING A SM FANS
WE NEVER KNOW THE WORD "CALM"
ParkHaJung
#10
O________O
peculiar
#11
WHERE IS THE PHOTO OF KAISTAL HUGGING?! AAAAAG LET ME DIE! LIFE IS JUST TESTING MY PATIENCE. OH MY GOD CAN YOU NOT KAI... AND KRYSTAL OH MY GOD SHE IS JUST SHIPPED WITH EVERYONE LIKE OH MY GOD KRYSTAL GIVE ME TIME TO BREATH LIKE REALLY.