I can't stand it when people judge me, saying I'm mean and heartless. Like, baby, you don't know a thing about me. Nobody knows everything about me. Neither my family nor my best friends. Yes, I am mean sometimes but I've been through a lot in my life and I can tell that life ain't no fairytale.

I always say that my childhood was awesome. I had lots of fun, watched Pokémon and other . But there was another side of my childhood, which ruined everything. I've never talked about and I never will. It's just that, people don't know what I've been through, sometimes it even took me to the limit. I thought about the worst thing someone could ever do. Yes, - suicide. Though, I've never harmed myself. I'm a strong person. I was just scared that my life wouldn't get any better. In the last few years, I've changed a lot. Not my looks, my way of thinking. I realized that there is no reason to be sad. Life could be worse. My life is carefree and pretty awesome compared to other people's lives. I've become a happier person. Happier but not nicer. I've been bullied in elementary and middle school. People weren't always nice to me, so why I should I be nice to them? If you're nice to me, I'm nice to you. It's easy as that.  And I find it sad when teenagers are depressed and suicidal. I mean come on, you haven't lived until the day you realize that life can be good. Also, when people tell me they're depressed because they got a bad mark or something... I think they're just sad. That's all.

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Thanks for reading. I appreciate it. If you have any questions or problems, feel free to ask me. I'm open to anyone and promise I won't let anyone else know. 

-ty