So this is my first blog post ever so please be good to me, and before anything else this actually for Destiny’s Game readers..... so if you’re not and I’m occupying a space on your account I’m sorry and please just skip this post 

For starter, I want to apologize to all Destiny's Game readers sorry guys I know it's been so long since I last updated but I'm still alive and still determined to finish that story, no plans on abandoning it though it makes me a total emotional mess every time I write a chapter, I don’t know it just affects me so much, dealing with Yunho’s sea of ed up emotions, Yuri’s martyr acts she deserve to be canonize as a saint and Yoona’s stupid innocence why does she have to lose her memory?! Why did she even come back?!

Seriously I’m having a hard time with my characters…. Hahaha

So long story short….. I’m having a writer’s block, that’s the only excuse I can make but I am really trying my best to recover from it and I think I am getting there so please be a little more patient and wait for me I’ll be updating soon I promise…..

And guys if ever I do update and I think it is already noticeable from my last 2-3 updates, please excuse my writing style if it is hugely influenced by the Fifty Shades of Grey trilogy, I don’t know, Yunho is already ed up yet Christian Grey’s ed upness refuse to be ignored it rubs into me and unconsciously influenced my writing, I even considered writing some rated chapters… hahaha. I am so addicted to that book that I read the whole series I think 3-4 times since I got it as gift last Christmas and am reading it again… really I’m that addicted, anyone here who read it might understand me…

Now I want to share with you guys how I got the whole idea about its plot. It all started on the movie “One More Chance” (shoutout to pinoys out there?) it is a very famous hit movie here in the Philippines about a couple who are in a very long term relationship and are already saving up for their marriage until the girl suddenly got tired, felt suffocated and wanted to be free so she ended their relationship causing the guy to be so depress and broken. So to make things short another girl came to his life (who has a very little role and few screen time) and fix him yet in the end he still end up with the first girl the one who broke up with him…

I love that movie I keep on watching it over and over again and never get tired of it but I never watch it till the end not that I hate it just that I always wonder about the other girl, what about her? Why is it always like that in movies and dramas?  With her short appearance in the movie I fell inlove with the second girl’s character. So there came the first idea, Yuri's character. 

About Destiny’s Game’s depressing plot I’m not really sure where I got the inspiration for it as much as I can’t remember how I came with My Personal Assistant’s plot.lol I think it was just a product of random thoughts and imagination but when I came up and thought of it, it was already whole and complete in my mind, especially the three main characters, their personality and conflicts but I never thought that it’ll be this hard to write and that I’ll be so affected by my characters, sometimes I just feel like I’m their catch basin that catches and gathers all their emotions, it’s frustrating! Hahaha

So…. That’s basically it. Destiny’s Game still has a long way to run I think we just reached the half of the story at 32 chapters and many things will still unfold and happen, there are still lots of conflicts they have to go through…. I just hope I can recover from this writer’s block as soon as possible and I hope writing this could help me…..

That’s all for now Guys, I don’t know if this post makes any sense but yeah, it may help me find my muse back…. Please wait for my update!!!

Thank you!!! I love you all my readers!!!!<3<3<3

Laters Babies!!!!<3<3<3

PS. Have I ever told you guys how much I love the Almighty Jung Yunho?! Well I am OBSESSED over him and I am not sorry.... hahaha. SOrry, I just felt the need to say that, should I discuss about that next?!:D