At least, over here they are... Seriously.... I don't get it. AND they say that it's because girls aren't interested in them; that's why they're single

....................? *sighs* I will never get men... they're so weird... 

I mean,  you look like a Ken barbie doll come to life in terms of attractiveness; you're one of the smartest people in our year; you're about the nicest person I've ever met; and can give the best hugs ever... yet you're like "girls don't like me"?..... yeah....

Most Mormons his age are like "YEAY!!!!!!!! LET'S DATE SO WHEN I COME BACK FROM MY MISSION, WE CAN GET MARRIED!"

but no... Mr. Attractive is like ">.> No thanks.... I rather be friends with girls than actually date them...."

I don't get men. 

And then there's my crying buddy. This is the kid I go to whenever I need to cry (I feel so bad for him because I always sound like a whiny bitc*). He's not hte most attractive person I've ever met, but oh my Gawd.... he's like THE BEST BOYFRIEND... material xD So freaking sweet and encouraging and smart and nice and so fun to talk to and fangirl/fanboy with and... I'm rambling, aren't I? But seriously.... and he's all happy being single....... Well, I guess I shouldn't complain about him being single... as long as he's single, I can go whine to him and not have an angry girlfriend coming at me ^^"

I'm still so stressed.... but it's getting better (:

My tickets to China are going to get booked this weekend.... because screw the flu. I'm Asian and nothing kills me.... not even that poisionous spider that should've bitten me today... ^^"

Sorry, I'm not going to be myself for the next couple of days..... I hope you'll understand... if I start rambling about something... I'm jus stressed... very stressed