I miss you. I know you're in a better place where there is no pain and you are finally at peace. You're with Grandma and I know that has been your one wish for years. There's no more disease or sin to keep you apart anymore. I'm happy for you. I may grieve, but these tears are for me, for us left here. I'll see you again someday, and when I do, we'll both eat a peanut covered drumstick ice cream cone just like we used to. Maybe even a Kit-Kat or two. I love you, Grandpa; send my love to Grandma for me. RIP 4-12-13

Funeral is later today.. God please give me the strength to get through it in one piece