Love talk.

I am a teenager. I am a teen who is searching for the meaning of love or true love for years. I know that most of people in this site(AFF) had/have been through bullying, mental depression, stress, running from reality, loneliness, almost-enter-crazy-state-becuase-of-life, suicide trial, etc. I know and understand the feelings except for physical bullying because I have been through them. The reason why I am talking about the bullying thingy is because throught that I start to search the love or true love meaning.

Love is not easy to let go..or to forget..

That's why puppy love exist.. Puppy love(in my opinion) is another word to replace love in order to describe a slightly love or a feeling of care for other people that you have interest/crush/boyfriend/girlfriend that is after a certain time you will forget them not because of amnesia. Adults often say puppy love or love teen doesn't last long. Well yeah. True. Like I previously stated, love is not easy to forget or to let go.. It's not easy..

Some people including me will rather say that for crush not all cases are puppy love. There are people who have crush with a love.. Everyday, your heart ache. Not beating faster when the crush close to you or whatever, that is fantasy, I don't believe in that. Your heart doesn't ache greatly. It just feel uncomfortable and disturbing. The urge to look at him/her even if it just his/her hair or the empty space anyway around him/her. It doesn't necessarily need to be direct but it need at least to be in your vision field. And you slowly start to care for him/her bit by bit even if its slowly. You feel jealous to whoever they speak or close to. You feel like tears are gonna fall if you stay around them when they are speaking so casually to someone who is the same gender as you if you are straight(andviceversa). You lighten up a bit when people mention his/her name. That is crush which is on the border between teen love or love.

True love.
Not everyone is goingt to have it. Some people might encounter with it, but they let it slip without they knowing.

Years after years, I still can't find the meaning of it. It's really hard. But, these what I find and I will hold onto this belief(not in religious way) until I find another answers. This all are my opinion and my own belief(again, not in religious way). Others might not agree with me. Different people different opinion, right? :)

Love is not easy to let go or to forget, I will hold these words until I believe I am broken enough to let love go.

 

Signing out, Sincerely, Regards, Or whatever they call it these days,

Sofiya Shakirin. (sofeashak)

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