i just realized...
we're here to read fanfictions about our biases.
but why are there fanfictions with ocs in it?
maybe that's why i kinda got put-off when i'm reading a story in an oc's 1st pov... because it's actually a story about them. not our biases. they're just side love interests that we cannot know more about. sometimes, they're flat.
you're not even reading a fanfiction if it is even oc-focused.
you're reading a story an original charater with your idol as a love interest.