Heya guys, long time no see ((again))

I cannot describe to you all the amount of guilt I'm feeling right now over my lack of activity for the past 3-4 months ;; Firstly, I hope you all are well, I hope Christmas was good and hopefully not too many of you were affected by bad weather ^^ Secondly, wHERE THE IS EXO'S COMEBACK. Thirdly, I'd like to take this opportunity to apologise to my friends and my dear subscribers for being MIA for so long.

Uhm a lot has happened to me in the past few months. After reading over my last couple of blog posts I realise I have a lot to explain. Firstly, BIGBANG WAS AMAZING. BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE I WAS CRYING BY THE END NGL. I've been having some sort of subtle health problems tbh, because being at college all week and then working on weekends has really been wearing me down and I fell quite ill last Tuesday and was bedridden because my body just said no. Speaking of college, uGH SO MUCH WORK. I get no breaks whatsoever I just keep getting hammered with work and half of it I don't even do because I just can't be bothered.

In slightly better news, its half term, I have a boyfriend (not sure how he got here tbh but we've been together since december xD), but I'm still buggered. Tumblr's ruining my life, I'm close to throwing myself off a cliff because I need EXO's comeback soon omfg, and wow fanfiction.

Okay so, I was talking to BlueKite about Monster this morning and seeing as I'm spending all day in bed I decided to sort out my account and stuff and get my together. With Monster, thanks you guys for continually commenting and subscribing, it means a lot to me, and the daily guilt trips make me wanna kms but I'm here now please don't worry. Erm, but you guys might not like what I have to say about this. Since the summer, my writing style has developed incredibley and I've now decided that I'd like to rewite the whole of Monster, because I'm unhappy with the beginning of the story. The only way I can see me doing this is splitting the story into 2 parts, and finishing part 1 as normal, and then rewriting it, posting it again, and then continuing on with part 2. The only problem is how much time I have on my hands. (Which isn't a lot) Tell me what you guys think about this and then I'll make a definite decision.

Also, I'm gonna to take down all the stories that I will not be continuing in the future, and posting up all my smaller oneshots that I've been writing at like 1AM on college nights yeee. I'm currently working on a big fic that I aim to be between 20-30k words, but I'm once again at a block on that. 

I hope to be a least a little more active on here guys, but at least you all know where I've been ^^~

Thanks!

(oh and i'm prolly gonna change my username to baekhyuuns to match my tumblr url if its free<3)