I know this is kinda random but i really need to vent in a place were i know this person wont see this. 

I have this friend. She's really sweet and has an amazing personality but at times she is negative as . 
She has the classic teenage feeling of "I'm not pretty, I'm too fat" when really shes really pretty and has a pretty nice athletic body. I mean I dont mind talking to her but it gets tireing when i have to be positive all the time. Yes, i know she just wants a boyfriend and everything that comes with one but REALL!? We are young! We don't need a guy to make us happy and im not even into all that feminist . You know, get a part time job, buy new clothes, have a good effing time! I mean she and I can both drive so its not like we're stranded at our houses.

I just wish that i could help her but it seems like whenever i say something that i think is uplifting, she replies with something negative. I mean the girl is pretty set on the idea that shes going to die young and i just wish she wouldnt think like that. 

thanks for listening if any of you even read it lol, I'm finishing up a chapter right now so that will kinda be some sort of apology hahaha
 

<3 Erin <3