Besides currently regretting ever reached the last year of high school taking this course, rotoscoping and PAP (my final project) are completely breaking my hopes of finishing high school with great marks.

Seriously, what's waiting ahead of me is so horrible, I'm going to have to work so much that I only want to fall asleep or... take a gap year.

Honestly, I don't need good grades this last year, since I already had them these past two years, and with my currently average (not really great but still the best of my class — 17 (~16.5/20)) I can enter all universities in this country for the course I want, so, what I meant here, is that I don't need to work hard nor anything, but I still do. It ! I could have chosen an easier story and theme for my PAP but no— I had to choose the most difficult and that requires a lot of real-life figure drawing. Even my classmates were all 'You're so done, how are you going to do that?'

Why do I have to set up such high expectations of myself?!

Well, I actually know the answer: because I wouldn't be content with something that wasn't the result of my hard work.

Ugh, can't I just resume my life to sleep, eat, write and read? That would be wonderful.

Luckily, this is the last year — 6 months to go!