Heart-Breaking News...

I...*sighs* I totally have no idea how to start this but...My heart,is both tearing and crying deep deep down inside...*sighs again*Okay...Things just start like this...

 

I had a crush on someone in my class after half of the month past and I JUST realise it (Sad~) And we happened to be in the same class as partners! (I nearly died after that =.=)

And then,the first day of class,we were SUPER awkward (But after that,we are just like a newlyweds fighting~)

Soon,its nearing the end year exam and Im still not concentrating in my studies =.=" (But him~)

And in the end,we both pass.He pass with flying colours and I pass with the scores I wished for ^_^

 

But...happy times just don't last long when your enjoying it...

 

The day when the pricipal is saying his speech...

My heart stop when the pricipal say that our classes (we have to classes,so I say our) will spilt into

3.At that moment,crazy and random thoughts is just flying around in my head~ As time past,I soon long forgotten it already...

 

Just then during the holidays,I have been thinking about him ALOT,about to go CRAZY,suddenly remembering that we will be spilting into 3 classes.Soon,I have to go to school and get my books which is when I NEARLY know which class he will be going and in the end,I didn't. (Because my mom was there ><)

Days past and Im back from my holidays(overseas) and I go back to school to get my other stuffs and I still didn't get the news.

Until...

I log in to my facebook to check my stuffs(since I haven't been updating/checking it for a long time =.=") and I happened to see my classchair(moniter) updated it.The stupid curiousity that is crawling inside me,I went to click it.Scrolling and checking my class to see if he name is there but I cross the thing with a broken heart - his name is not there.

Again,I went to check the class that HIGH CHANCE he will be in and there,I caught a glimpe of his name.My heart sank deep when I saw his name at a different class.But,it tear when I saw my enemy ( or bit*h =.=") name with his. (Meaning,the same class)

With a mixture of feelings,I log out and texted my closest friend (which is also NOT the same class as mine) and he also know everything. (Since I can't get along with girls,boys is the second choice =.=" And he is the FIRST to know my crush.Since we also know each other secrets *smirks*) Other than him I can tell everything,I seriously,have NO IDEA who else to turn to.

 

And,thats why the title is writen in that way.'Heart-Breaking News...'

(I shouldn't have check my facebook >< But,I still have to face the true in anyway.Its just the matter of now or later.Not trying to grab attention or something,but just feeling sad and helpless.)

 

Still,thanks for taking your precious time reading this *bows*

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HanKeLaMaHan #1
It happen to me too but not because we are changing classes, it's because we are graduating ︶︿︶ ╰╯▂╰╯ ╯︿╰
Americanlover
#2
Awww... Don't be sad~ At least you guys are in the same school right? You guys could still talk to each other.
memoirQue
#3
It's okay, you can still see him or even talk to him^^, (don't worry I've been among those kind of things lately. </3) take care as always and study hard :))
EternalElf1
#4
Awww thats so sad:'(
allikay
#5
Awwwwwww
that is SOOO ironic. ><
You can still talk to him darling <3
yumi_96
#6
I thought it was about SJ not getting any award for melon(except for shindongie) .. Uhhh nevermind ignore me..
But well..
i'm so sorry to know that..
but maybe your crush isn't meant to be with you^^
Don't be sad.. there's a lot of guys out there other than him :D
But..i can't imagine to be apart from bestfriends..
But hey... chill okay..?
Maybe something good will happen to you..?
Like ......
You will get better grades..? :)