oops. "Do NOT Read This Please..."

For those who do not know, I'll get you up to speed.
   So I'm in college now! I wasn't expecting to be so overwhelmed by school, but I was. I was overworking myself and was losing sleep from it. In addition I'd always be thinking about needing to update my stories on here, and that caused more stress which resulted in migraines. I thought that the solution would be to close my account so I'd never have to think about updating my stories again! Which actually ended up making me feel worse. The thought of not continuing my stories made me feeling like I was leaving a part of myself behing. It's really hard to just drop something that you put so much time and effort into. My story "Do NOT Read This Please..." had real emotions in it, it was like my diary after my mom died. I was pouring my feelings into my writing and I thought the best option was to just forget about them. 
   I became friends with the son of my school's registar. He told his dad that I wanted to change one of my hardest classes to creative writing. At first I was really annoyed with this boy, "Who was he to tell his father that I wanted to drop out of one of my classes for creative writing?!". But I began to think about it and decided that it might be a good idea. I mean the class I was switching out of was the one that was giving me the most trouble...
   I gave my story "The Steps It Takes To Get Over You" to another author. I don't regret doing so but after seeing the update I realized how weird it is for someone else to continue something I orignally made. I'm still very happy that they were willing to continue my story though!
   No one was willing to continue "Do NOT Read This Please". I wanted xPockyFreak to continue it but she didn't want anyone else to write it. Which got me thinking that maybe it was just meant to never be continued... Or maybe not. Just a little bit ago I recieved an e-mail from my English professor saying that she wanted us to make up a story out of class. But there was a catch to it, we wouldn't turn it in to her. It was just so that we can continue writing outside of class so that we're better prepared for inside the classroom. 
    In conclusion; I have decided to continue "Do NOT Read This Please..." 
    I really don't want to leave this website just yet. ( : Thank you so much for those of you whom didn't want me to stop writing. I realize now that writing is a part of me. I can't just forget it. <3

 

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SamJTokyo
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Aww yay keep at it! I'll support you in anyway I can:)