What's in my mind now

Sorry guys if this had taking up your time. I just want to let it out of my mind. It had been bothering me since yesterday. I don't know where or who I should tell this, so I figured, maybe I should talk about this here, instead of letting it haunting me for the whole day.

Here is what happened. Yesterday, I received a call from my best friend, A, telling me that our best friend, S, had just broke up with her 7 years boyfriend. S was in depression and she was trying to do something stupid, which will harm herself. I rushed to her house after I finished my work and there she was drinking heavily while A was there accompanying her since the broke up incident happened. S was totally knocked out from all the liquor she consumed. Both A and I got S into her bed, changed her and we sat down beside her bed, too scared to leave her alone.

I asked A about the details what she told me was a shocking news indeed. I felt angry at that instant. I'm not only angry with S's ex but also at S too. I felt that S is so stupid to let all this happened. Just imagine, S and her ex had been staying together for 3 years but she did not realised that her ex had been cheating on her since then. How ignorent can she be? Didn't she notice something was off with her ex? What made thing worse was, her ex was cheating with S's cousin! Dear lord, how did she did not figure it out? It's been three years. Is she blind? However, I can't blab it out in front of A because A was S childhood friend and she knew S longer than I did.

I was...I was...aish...

There, I said it all out. I hope S will be fine even though I knew she won't be fine. But still, I wanted to tell S this. Don't destroy a forest just because of one rotten tree. There are so many good male out there who can give you the best of your life. Be strong and remember that you still have your family and friends who love you around you, supporting you.

Again, I'm sorry if this had took up your time. And also, imasein, I'm sorry if I sounded emotional yesterday. Mianhae, chingu ah. *bow bow*

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lanny01 #1 Sep 15, 2012 07:53:15

i hope your friend will be okay and can through this problem without causing another problem for herself.... yes..I know your feeling but just let her deal with this and make her understand that you always be there for her...good luck..^^

maknaecomrade #2 Sep 14, 2012 23:55:44

i totally understand your feelings... it's like, how come me friend is that blind?? or something... but well... when love happens, everything becomes blur... jsut stand by your friend's side... hope she is ok now... all she needs now is support rather than condemn... cause she is hurt enough already... it is better for you to stay by her side now... :P take care... :)

UknowMi #3 Sep 14, 2012 23:46:53

omo i understand how you feel, just always show S that you guys are always there for her, and that she has to move on and say whats on your heart, and comefort her and lets kill her ex joke, gosh, i hate her ex how can she do that and of all the cousin and as for the cousin how can she do it too, i mean its her cousin bf and she dated it? waaah i really dont understand this kind of ppl, this happened to my friend's too and i can't stand them so sad and crying, waaah hate this kind of guys, hwaiting sis and hope your friend will be okay soon....mianhae if im not good with this TT^TT