One-sided

Why do you have to look that way and unconciously melt my eyes?
The reason why I can't look into your eyes
Is this feeling that breaks my heart
Knowing the truth
We're not meant to be
You don't even know me

I take glimpses of you everytime you look away
I can't take your simple and friendly smile like anyone else
You're very special to my heart
And I can't understand why is that so

Why do we have to be worlds and seas apart?
When your voice reaches out to me,
You give me the hope that your love actually exists

Everytime I look in the mirror
I imagine myself as a beautiful princess
And you are my handsome prince
A prince with soulful looks, and a voice bestowed from the heavens;
But sadly,  you're not the type who would come and rescue me
For you had something else planned with your noble steed.

I wish you weren't a star
So that I would not have to reach for the unreachable.

Why don't I leave this fairytale,
And drown into unconsciousness?
Dwell deep into my dreams
Where I can feel and hear you, right infront of me

You write your feelings into your songs
With that broken tune, it crushes my heart
Your lovely voice pounds my soul
Why did I ever had to find you?
Why did I have to fall for you?

 

(2010)

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So I've been digging up old stuff in my folders, and I stumbled upon this. :P

Idiotic as it may seem, but I wrote this "poem" days after JonghyunxSekyung's relationship was revealed.

(Yeeep, Jonghyun was my ultimate bias that time--for two years actually)

Tralala~ just sharing in case you need some sort of inspiration or distraction from your writer's block. :P

Thanks for sparing a moment to read this. :)