I woke up with a sharp pain found in my stomach- the kidney area, as I sighed once again. I knew that this particular kidney wasn't working- especially since birth. I had been warned that it wasn't working well, I knew it perfectly well myself, but yet, I couldn't bring myself to even think of the rest of the things. How surgery would feel? 

Holding the side of my stomach carefully, I had tried to put on my best smile- always working, as the other members was concerned over me, I just waved them off with a smile, while they walked away, even so, just shooting concerned looks, or glances towards me. Taking up a glass of warm water and some painkillers, I knew that the performance would start soon, and painkillers at this time was essential.

Promotions first, I would leave surgery next. I couldn't bring myself to stop promotions- it would mean more hassle for my members, it would be troublesome, so why not just hold the surgery's date, and finish the promotions first? At least, it wouldn't be that bad ditching any form of promotions in the middle of it. I'd feel bad, at the least. I had to work hard for the BANAs, I had to work hard for our fans.

~*~

Finally, the promotions had ended. The days that passed by slowly was agonizing- the pain was getting worse by the minutes, even seconds, and I soon found that painkillers weren't helping in any way now. Sighing as I filled my heart with resolve, I knew that I had to go for the surgery soon, no matter how much I dreaded it. Furthermore, wouldn't they worry?

Even so, I, Gongchan, now find myself lying on the surgical bed, the lights almost blinding me, as I felt a substance enter through my body, and wham, I was knocked out, not even sure what was happening now at the moment, every passing moment seemed like a year lost from my life, it was as if I was now, fighting for my life by the moment, even if I'm in a slumber, asleep, unaware of what the surgeon did to my body.

~*~

When I woke up, everything was a blur. My groupmates were there, and I felt happy. Feeling my lips twitch upwards to a small smile, I accepted all the gifts and the concerned looks that were there the whole time, as I smile again.

"Gongchan, you should check the net! Look at all this," Baro said, smiling slightly as he handed me my laptop. My hand twitched endlessly, as I flipped open the cover of the laptop, gasping at all the collages that were made by the fans- them calling me to get well soon, that they worry about me- even the Twitter trendings were with '#getwellsoongongchan'. I was touched, as I couldn't mutter even a single word, ending up just speaking in worhtless gibberish.

"I... what... huh?" I asked, as I blinked at all my members, before they chuckled soundly. 

"Gongchan, they're all from our fans!" CNU exclaimed, as he smiled slightly while the others had nodded, as I still continued blinking, my mouth gaping in shock.

"T-they did all this?" I asked, as they nodded.

And from then on, I knew that our fandom was getting stronger.

oho~ this is a rather long drabble in my opinion, since drabbles are meant to be short. well, this relates to Gongchannie's recent case- as you all can see. He had some kidney problems since birth/young, and he only recently had a surgery to remove one of his kidneys,  and he's now in the hospital, recovering and all. he'll be discharged a week after, and I still can't help but worry about him, considering that he's only 18.

Get well soon, Gongchan. BANAs all love you! c: