I was screaming like a monkey (the reference to Hyukjae is purely casual). y,Free and Single is amazing. I love it. More than Nutella and everyone knows that I'm a Nutellamaniac. Kangin's oppa voice melts my heart. Oh, hell, I missed him so much and I felt like crying.

From U made a tear roll down my cheek. I love it. Oh my lady,lady,lady,lady. I love it. Love it. LOVE.

The other songs are all cool--Gulliver is so different from their style, isn't it? Though, I still like it and Hyukjae's so talented. He's a great y Monkey <3.

Now, let's tak about my three favorites tracks from their newest album: Bittersweet, Someday and A 'Good' bye. They all made me cry like an idiot and still I am crying like an idiot. I'm telling myself, 'You knew you were going to cry. You have to study and you promised yourself not to get emotional and depressed right?'. Right. But I really can't help it. I couldn't help wait until tomorrow to hear their songs and I can't stop crying now. I honestly didn't cry this much when it was Heenim because I was able to convince myself to stop acting like this. I'm proud. It's for his country. He should all be proud of him because he'll grow up. He's already a great man, but after this experience he'll be wiser. A better man. But with Leeteuk, I simply can't overcome this feeling with words. Never cried this much. Maybe after Geng left or for Kangin's Short Journey. Oh,hell. He's our leader and even though I always think, C'mon they're just two years. NO. I can't fool myself. And now that I think about it. It makes me think also about Heechul Oppa's absence in the group and I feel the painful hole in my chest grow. They're not JUST two years. TWO YEARS ARE A LONG SPARE OF TIME. Tears. Tears. Tears. They'll all be better men. Tears. Tears. Tears. 'Wait for me'-Kangin's words when he left for army. Tears. Tears. 'Don't wait for me'-Heechul's. Tears. Tears.

DAMN. AMBRA, STOP IT. YOU HAVE AN EXAM TOMORROW.

/cries in a corner