Just a drabble
voices that shall never be heard
Till you come back, there's no tomorrow.
That's what kept repeating in my brain because that was seriously the situation I'm locked up in right now. Ever since we parted, I haven't noticed that time passed because the feelings that rushed through me when we separated were still locked up in my heart that I have emptied. My brain tells me I'll move on soon and I'd be able to continue with my life. I smile and look in the mirror. I might fool everyone with this mask but I know that I would never be able to convince myself that I have moved on. I would be simply joking myself with an unhumorous gag.
Don't say that tomorrow will be a new day.
Because it wont be. Because without you, my world may seem the same but you're not here. You who had seemed to move me, to keep me walking and to keep me alive. Without you, I have been trapped in the same time frame and I cant seem to escape, I'm not even sure if I want to. Everything is completely in turmoil. This blessing they call life had become torture that I'm sure the devil himself would cower away from. Because just because you're alive, it doesn't mean you're living.
The cure for love is another love.
But this love seemed to be my last and my heart would simply disregard anything after it as nothing. To see me with another love, its simply impossible. They say I was better without you, I laughed. No, not because it was true but it was stupid. It was stupid to think that I was better without you. Because without you, I simply can't breathe and nothing they say would help me.
Time fixes everything.
I don't think there's enough time in an eternity for this wound to heal. I don't think that time is getting to me because I am stuck. Because I cannot move. Because even if another season had passed, even if its already spring, I am stuck in this icy winter tragedy you left me in.
Because there's no tomorrow, until you come back.
Just a drabble that formed once I listened to Tomorrow by Tablo ft. Taeyang (who was left in the dessert LOL). Um.. yeah... as for the heading "voices that shall enver be heard" its because I wont be publishing these drabbles (unless people ask to and I feel like so) Therefore, it is a person's voice who shall not be heard and in this case, it is a simple composition that will probably never read since I dont think people even bother reading my boring blogs LOL. That's all, annyeong~
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