How should i put this...

Aishhh.. just kick my and my foolish side....

I have to put few of my fics under hiatus and i guess this is for a little bit long time until i had money....

I kinda broke.. welll.. ruin maybe the correct answer...

I was tempted to play a game.. which is too heavy for my lappy and I figure out a game or..two would not kill..

but i am wrong.. after two game of Need for speed... my lappy went and can't be restarted anymore..

Well.. a game can kill someone or something... -___-

I was speechless... i should be crying but since i am in my heartless condition.. i was just froze in front of my lappy and 10 minute after that.. i start to curse myself.. if i can kick myself.. i will. but i can't... since all the story and the new chapter i have just written are in the lappy and i can't even begged my dad to fix my lappy since i got an average grade... i figure out.. i should accept this as my punishment and use my own money to have my hardisk fixed.. until then.. i will  put few hiatus again on fics i was going to updating.. well cause.. I can't even remembered what i have typed.. and it will takes a long time to type again cause my brain is really rusty so.. I will only update few story that i don't place hiatus on them.. well luckily i had few of the word document in my little brother lappy so He just have to bear me stealing his lappy for few week...

I think it will take almost a month... but I will try harder to write anything i remembered and I could probably update earlier than i expected but after that i am going to be busy with a ew semester and assignment which mean more hiatus... I start feeling really really guilty while i type this...

i am useless... and my problem with boys... i am going to banned myself from boys problem... look what it have done to my self...