Watching the VMA's last night made me realize how happy & grateful I am to be listening to international music. A majority of our celebrities today are soo bad and careless. They do drugs, are achololics, are jailbirds. They let fame and fortune get to their heads and probably don't even thank their fans for supporting them. Hell, they don't even care bc if they did they would apologize and think what their fans would think of them before doing something totally stupid. As for Idols, they love and cherish their fans, they work really hard to get to where they are, they sacrifice soo much like leaving their family, they are soo thankful for everything, and they aren't ashamed of anything they do. Like they are soo affectionate, if non-kpop fans would watch Chef Kiss or Hello Baby. They'd be like GAY!! Well, F*** them!! But They always put their fans and families first. I don't think I have ever heard one kpop idol on drugs, or going to jail for possesing a gun, or getting drunk. Maybe I'm just being like any fangirl right now, but since I have not seen or heard any bad of them yet. I believe they are truly what they seem. Correct me if I'm wrong. International idols are so genuine and real while our celebrities are soo fake and superficial. I am soo glad, my cousin introduced me to kpop. It made me more open-minded about things and put me on a more positive path. I have been into music and boy bands, but never like this. I usually lose interest within a week or 2, but kpop? No!! I'm into it 100%. Kpop is literally what I watched and listened to all summer. Yes, you could say I had no life. But what effect it has had on me really made a difference. And it really upsets me when I hear my family being soo closed minded. My aunt even said I'll grow out of it. But I'll prove her wrong, while she's listening to room and buy you a drink. I'll be jamming out to Without you and AYO.

I know I have mentioned my cousin and this topic many many times, but that just shows how apprecative and passionate I am about this. Like it literally changed me and my life forever. Writing was always my favorite subject but I never wrote in my free time. Now ppl are reading and subscribing to something I wrote. Now I can truly say I am a writer. . .

Love you KATerina <33 ^_^