The "I wasted 78% of my life"

Test multiply your result by 3. Then put your title as 'I wasted _____% of my life.

[] Kissed someone before dating.

[] Gotten a phone taken away at school

[x] Gotten caught chewing gum

[x] Gotten caught cheating on a test

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times

[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times

[x] Turned at least 2 projects in late

[x] Missed school just because you felt like it

[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class

[] Got your mom, dad, etc. to get you out of school

[x] Text people during class

[x] Passed notes

[x] Threw stuff across the room

[x] Laughed at the teacher

[x] Took pictures during school hours

[x] Called someone during school hours

[x] Listened to iPod,CD,etc during school hours

[x] Went outside the classroom without permission

[x] Broke the dress code

[x] Failed a class

[x] Ate food during class

[] Gotten a call from school

[x] Been called the worst student

[] Got punished on a school trip because you behaved badly

[x] Didn't take your stuff to school

[x] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking

[x] Faked your parents signature

[x] Slept in class

[x] Cursed at your teacher behind their back

[x] Copied homework

[] Got in trouble with the principal/vice principal/dean

[x] Thrown food in the lunch room.

Let just say that I'm a student with good grade but have a miserable attitude. Lol. That is the fact that everyone have to accept. Most of the new teachers don't really like me. Well, who like anyone that always spent most of her time at school with sleep? Absolutely, not them! They don't get why I'm still living on this beautiful world. Most of them always saying that I'm one of 'the refuse of society'. But actually, I'm the one who always bring honor to my school. The one who trying hard to win every competition of school level, so that everyone else know about the existent of my school.

My friends always tease me about the amount of haters that I gained from day to day. Most of the haters are the teachers that know nothing about me. The one that only know about the bad side of me. But you know what, IDGAF.

K. I'm saying all this not because I'm trying to praise myself. Just stating the fact so people don't judge me wrongly. I'm tired of all this judging thingy. I'm tired and tired. I get judge everyday from people that don't know me so well. Don't they got tired from judging me? Don't they? If don't when will they get tired? Because I'm tired and I don't know till when I can fight with all of this judging. 

Can they stop for a while? For a while and give me times to think about myself. I just need to figure out who am I actually. Is what they saying is true? Or it just a word so that I lost all the trust in myself? For a while, please give me time to think just about myself and figure out what is my true self.