Kevin, why am I scared to lose you when I never even had you? ='(

 

Seriously, I wanna gave up on him...

I wanna forget about him...

The fantalk he had, the one he replied to Elly (I know it's her name) and ask her to say hi to Emma...

I've stalked it...

Elly is the sister of Emma and Emma is the friend of Thea (the one he dated in StarDate)

If he dated Thea, why he didn't say Hi to her? why with Emma?

Is he having feelings for Emma???

 

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If I'll forget him, i don't wanna love someone anymore. My heart already belonged to him and I never can take it back anymore.

Seriously, it killed me...

I'm shattered.

Notes of My Broken Heart:

His First Kiss was taken

His First Date was taken

and now... it's that Emma...

 

do you know how painful is it? I know I might not be the only one who noticed it...

should I continue loving him? or should I just give up?

 

those first 2 reasons made me cry for weeks...

and now, the 3rd reason, I know... it'll take me weeks to cry for it again...

 

I don't know why am I experiencing this...

 

I wanna GIVE UP

I wanna Forget Him

I wanna Forget Kevin

 

is this life so hard?

I know in the near future, I will suffer more...

 

last time, after his first kiss, I turned back to him...

I liked Song Seunghyun (F.T Island) that time just to forget him...

but it didn't worked.

 

when he dated... I also turned back to him...

I liked Chunji (Teen Top) to forget him again...

but it didn't worked either...

 

I don't know how to forget him...

maybe I should stop seeing his pictures, be on twitter or stay away from the laptop...

 

Just now, I don't know what to do...

still crying here like an idiot ='(

 

continue loving him or forget him?

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"I used to believe in fairytales when I first met him, but then I realized, he'll never be mine."
 
"He means absolutely everything to me, but let's face it. I mean nothing to him."
 
"If only he knows how much I actually cared about him,  or how much i really wanted it to be, maybe things would have been different."
 
"He don't know what he did to me; he don't have a clue. he have no idea what it's like to be me looking at him."
 
"When you look at me, you see a smile. but if you really knew me, you would see tears and hear how sad I really am."
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Every girl has that guy, she goes back to again and again, heartbreak after heartbreak, no one understands it, and she don't even know why. She can't let him go
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ukissyumeji #1
don't worry, my mom told is always telling me that too.. that's why I can't help like holding on. but my heart tells me to keep holding, and I don't know why. I can't forget him. I though of it last night, I can't live without him. I'm willing to stay single all my life =) (martyr huh?)
YukiMary #2
Unnie, PLs don't be sad. And remember... there will be a REAL guy that is waiting for ya.. PLs unnie, Don't get sad.. >.< if you being sad.. thats means u are wasting your life! And our life that God gave to us is very important for us to keep it. We can't waste is just like that! Pls unnie, Think wise.. and plus.. kevin oppa is an Idol.. We can't do anything about it.. Hmm I think is the best for you un-followed him in twitter if you wanna forget him. Unnie.... no offense but.. i gotta say this.. "He's an idol, And thats impossible for us to have him only for urself. And God has already Set an guy for us in the future, And why should we cry over an idol? They are not our husband or annything. They are just entertainers and they have their own future wife" <br />
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Pls don't hate me after this... pls.. i'm just telling u... Well i just u'll hate me... :C But thats what my mom told me soo.. and i believe it.. Cause i believe there's a guy waiting for me.. *sigh* <br />
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If this is not helping u.. i guess.. i'm useless then. I'm sorry but i got nothing to help you.
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