Long time no see

Hello everyone

It's been a good minute since i've last updated with anything

I thought I should let you guys know some of the reasons as to why I haven't been actively writing and updating my on-going stories

I've thought about making a blog post for so long

Now that I am, I don't know where to begin

Quite frankly, I've had a busy year. Or more than a year, in fact

I never really share personal things and I won't go in depth or detail about it, but...

I've had my fights with my mental health, doubts about my future etc

All that affected my writing, and I haven't been able to focus or put my personal thoughts aside, whenever I had to sit down and write.

I've had countless writers block, lost direction and or purpose for my stories

I quit my job that I've had for 4 years

I began a new job.I ended up being a people pleaser there as well. I left that job too after 3 months. Nor did I fit in there.

I had to suddenly take a summer course last summer, because I applied for Uni, and it was a condition to take a summer course, so then I lost my summer on reading and homework, when I had looked forward to relax and write after quitting my job.

That leads me to present time

So, now I am in uni and just finished my first semester. I decided to take a masters. 6 years after i finished my bachelors degree.

I'm still trying to adjust to being a student. School, the pressure, the anxiety with the exams, and the lectures on top of all the reading takes up a lot of time.

Also, I decided to just go back to my old workplace as a subsitute, since it was convinient and I needed a part-time job

Hence, I have been so busy and not spoken for a good while and most importantly not updated my stories

Though, my heart is still with my stories, and now and then I open the documents I have and write a bit

I've always said that I have no intentions or plans on leaving my stories unfinished

I am frankly sick of the fact that it takes me so long

But I am still here and I will try to get back to my stories asap

Thank you to those of you are truely waiting for some updates.

I will try to be back, and I expect to update bnof first as the next chapter is 90% finished

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luckyangel #1 Dec 24, 2023 19:09:24

Hey! Can’t believe I’m reading this blog almost a year after you posted. I’ve been too busy with life to enjoy my hobbies. Idk I guess this is adulting. I’m so glad you’re still writing and still updating. I’m so happy whenever I get back on this site and see everyone’s stories and life update.

chonanay #2 Mar 17, 2023 00:22:27

hello to you too..
it's really to hear from you.. i always wondered what happened to everyone who suddenly left their stories open but i know they must have managed to get through something in their lives.
you have gone through many hardships, i wish you all the goodness and may you always be healthy.

come back anytime, hope to still be able to read your wonderful pieces here 💕
thank you

nicoleyori1 #3 Feb 9, 2023 00:05:32

I have been waiting and checking everyday for updates, first I didn't understand why would it take so long but now I understand, it's not easy finding the time to write or get through everyday struggles, working life, student life and above all mantel health, thinking about all this after reading ur post I just found out that I didn't find time to organize my closet for the past year and I'm neither a student nor a worker. what I'm say is that: I understand how u feel and I'm not giving up on reading ur stories even if it's one update every 5 years (hope it not).