I wasn't tagged but I saw my mutual did one therefore I jumped on and decided to do mine lol

As for tagging, anyone who feels like it is free to do it! 

 

LASTS:

1. Last kiss? Yesterday

2. Last phone call? My friend Lynn 

3. Last text message? My friend Lynn lol

4. Last song you listened to? hotel- montell fish (currently obsessed with him)

5. Last time you cried? Today lol

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice? Yes, I thought I loved him and vice versa.

7. Been cheated on? Yes, by the same person I dated twice.

8. Self-harmed? Yes, I did it to try and ease other pain I had. 

9. Lost someone special? Yes, she is missed every day I am still alive.

10. Been depressed? Yes, all the time.

11. Been drunk and thrown up? Yes! I still, to this day, cannot drink Sky vodka w/o gagging lol 

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

12. Had ? Yes

13. How many people have you had with this year? 1 

15. Made a new friend? Only on AFF lol

17. Laughed until you cried? Yes, it was a Mexican meme lol

18. Met someone who changed you? Yes, but tbh meeting this person only hurt me, they damaged a great deal of me and I am learning to navigate this new life have gone through all this pain and learning to live again.

19. Found out who your true friends were? I am too introverted to make friends so I only have a total of 3 friends again this stems from my trauma, so I guess to answer this question would be yes lol.

20. Found out someone was talking about you? All the damn time lol but I do not care on the contrary I love reading people to filth especially family so yeah.

21. What did you do for your last Birthday? Omg, tbh I do not remember... I think that's some sort of trauma response lol I have horrible memory loss only on certain things but remember vividly other stuff smh.

22. What time did you wake up today? 11 am

23. Name something you CAN NOT wait for:? My b-day next year lol my BFF is taking me to Canada :) 

24. Last time you saw all of your siblings at the same time? When my grandma died in 2011

25. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Not finishing college lol

26. What are you listening to right now? Call U Tomorrow - montell fish

27. When is the last time you had ? Last week lol

28. Who’s getting on your nerves right now? Nothing ATM.

29. Most visited webpage: Google Docs and AFF

30. Favorite color: Pink, White, and Black

31. Nicknames: Sweets, May, and Amor

32. Relationship Status: Taken

33. Zodiac sign: Aquarius 

34. Male or female: Female

35. Primary school: No

36. Secondary School: No

37. High school/college: No

38. Eye color: Brown

39. Height: 5'7

40. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes lol

41. What do you like about yourself? My figure and my nose 

42. Piercings? Yes, my ears

43. Tattoos? Yes, I have 4

44. Righty or lefty? Righty

FIRSTS:

45. First piercing? Ears

46. First best friend? Daniela <3 

47. First hookup?  a guy named Jo lol

48. First Boyfriend? Jo lol

RIGHT NOW:

49. Eating? Nothing

50. Drinking? Jarritos

51. I’m about to? Write (or more like pretend too lol)

52. Listening to? Destroy Myself Just For You- Montell Fish 

53. Waiting for? Motivation lol

YOUR FUTURE:

54. Want kids? Maybe

55. Get married? Maybe

56. Career? Go back to school and maybe go into STEM.

WHICH IS BETTER:

57. Lips or eyes? Lips

58. Hugs or kisses? Kisses

59. Shorter or taller? Taller

60. Older or Younger? Older

61. Romantic or spontaneous? Romantic

62. Nice stomach or nice arms? Nice Arms

63. Sensitive or loud? Sensitive

64. Hook-up or relationship? Depends I guess lol 

HAVE YOU EVER:

65. Kissed a stranger? Yes lol she was a nice girl or I hope she was at least from what I remember from our convo she was nice lol.

66. Drank hard liquor? Yes 

67. Lost glasses/contacts? LMAO yes. I can't imagine how many clubs found my glasses on the dance floor during clean up lol

68. Had ? Yes lol 

69. Broken someone’s heart? He told me I did lol

70. Been arrested? No, but I have been handcuffed.

71. Turned someone down? Yeah

72. Cried when someone died? Yes

73. Fallen for a friend? No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

74. Yourself? At times.

75. Miracles? Yes and no.

76. Love at first sight? No

77. Heaven? No 

78. Santa Clause? No

79. Kiss on the first date? Yeah

80. Angels? Maybe

81. How would you label yourself? A , lol.

82. Someone You Pray Everyday For? My mom

83. Did you sing today? Yes

84. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About? I guess if I had to pick one it would be D.

85. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? When I first met D and never ever get with him. then get my g-mom the help she needed.

86. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For? To live happily.

87. Are you afraid of falling in love? Sometimes

88. Do you like the way you look? Yes