You probably won't read this but I'll still post it :)

Hiiiiiiiii!

 

How are you? 

Me? I'm doing fine I guess... 

 

It's been almost 2 years since I last updated a story here. Hehe sorry. I'll just drop by here... how are you guys? How have you been?

Recently... I just finished my last semester in college. WOW! and now I'm unemployed :) However, I'm reviewing and studying (the jobs I'm applying for have exams :') ) but this time on my own time and because of that, I can write on my drafts whenever my brain is toasted from numbers (and to fry another brain cell on writing). I even bought a fancy mechanical keyboard so that I can't hear the dying sound of my brain cells pleading for me to stop.

I'm not gonna lie I think I lost some creativity over the years. I started writing when I was 16, and at that time I can make a story from something I just saw and I can finish that in one sitting. But now when I thought of something, I will write that as a draft, and then it will sit forever there (as a draft). I think getting older has something to do with that and also taking engineering courses :') now everything I do should make sense and because of that, it limits my creativity... (Do you get that? Or am I just making excuses hehe) But rest assured I will do my best, though I will take my time to ensure the quality of my stories :')

I have something to confess. I have a total of three aff accounts and two ao3 accounts (I haven't posted anything at the ao3 yet). I dedicated each account to different fandoms, this account for rv and snsd, the second for snsd only, and the third for loona. So I hope you see them. I missed the dopamine hit whenever I receive a notification of 'a user has subscribed to your story' and the best is 'new story comments!' and when someone upvoted UGH! like I instantly smile after that. I'm gonna update soon, I just won't tell you on which account hehe.

Breaking news: I'm not retiring from writing anytime soon. I'm just taking my time. Writing is my escape from life so... see you?

Ciao~

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wahidah1975
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haiiii..take your time authorshi..we understand coz we all have life and must do something..life to busy right now but went i got times and need something to release my stress aff is my solution and snsd mv/verity show..hope you update when you have time and relax 😁