I love writing.

I had accounts on fiction websites, besides asianfanfics, such as wattpad, webnovel, dreame, commaful, inkitt, messagink, royal road and sweek (perhaps I had more, but I forgot).

Also, I have wordpress, blogspot and youtube.

But now, the online fiction sites that I'm still working on are asianfanfics and wattpad.

It is because my fictions were pirated - by a website: 888novel.

It was a kind of sadness to me; I tried to search for help, but I could not find.

A lot of works of writers are pirated, and we are adviced to not care and continue working on and try to find way to protect our fictions by ourselves.

I spent a few weeks to recover my upset feelings. Still I am angry, upset, and scared; I am really afraid that my fictions will be pirated. Though I try to convince myself to let it go, I cannot let it go.

Because of this, I try to find way to allow my work to be read and to protect it from the piracy. Then the idea pops up -  I decide to make a written fiction video, and it is the birth of series videos of White Rainbow and others on my youtube channel.

I know that it is hard for readers to read, but I don't have better choice because I am really scared to lose my story to the fiction pirates.

Of course, if they want to take our story, they will absolutely be able to. I know, I know it will happen for sure, but at this moment, I don't want to care about anything, I just know that I want to protect my fiction. Future is future; I care about the present.

Am I narrow minded?

People said I am not good because I care much about my own property while some said that I don't know how to share.

Perhaps it is true. My heart is narrow, I don't know how to share, and I don't share. I am not good person, I accept it.

In life, there are many obstacles and difficulties. However, if we look from another angle, we will see there is a benefit coming from that darkside.

From my own point of view, if my fiction was not stolen, I might be not able to find new ways to protect my fiction or I could not explore the different method - writing fiction video.

It has a chance that my video will be stolen and republished somewhere. Still, I don't care; I am sure I will find it one day. And if my fiction video is pirated, I will be able to find new way to create another type of writing story material.

Life is to learn, learn without stopping.