Hello~ 

 

I don't know how this one works, pero I just want to share something na hindi ko maipost sa wall ko kasi ginagawa kong tl lmao. This one is quite long din (I guess), so I'll be using this feature.

 

I was well aware of the existence of KPop back in 2011 dahil sa friend kong adik sa SuJu and BB. Ships are very popular na during that time, and all I can say is that 2nd gen Kpop is the most peaceful yet chaotic at some point. Pero kung babalik lang din ako sa panahon noon para maging stan, gagawin ko, kasi it wasn't that toxic. Open yung interactions between idols, yung mga fanwars na tatawanan mo nalang kasi ang tagal na nangyari, yung kaibigan ko struggling sa pagbili ng kpop merch... and now she's very responsible HAHAHAH you know why? Kasi at a young age, natuto siya sa responsibilities when it comes to payments and such. Of course, her merch came from her allowance so yeah, nothing to worry about her using her parents' money. So, the reason why I didn't listen to any Kpop music is because I'm addicted to anime and Japan. Lol. I love Jpop btw. I still do, and will always do.

 

Tapos back in 2014, nagkacrush ako sa isang Jap actress kasi ang ganda niya. Si Kiko Mizuhara tinutukoy ko. Then ako na isang marites, nalaman ko na may dating issue siya with GD. You know, one of the reasons din kung bakit hindi ako napasok sa Kpop noon (no hate) ay dahil sa obssessed fans. Boy groups are more popular that time kaya naman eh maraming girls sa school namin ang adik sa Kpop lmao. I tried talking to someone and since I an socially awkward, I tend to talk about things na I think ay interested sila. Eh sira ulo ako, sabi ko "Uy alam mo yung bagong news about sa new gf daw ni G-Dragon?" tapos bhie nakakatakot. Ang sama ng tingin niya sa akin mga bhie, tapos sabi niya "Ah, si Kiko? That wh*re probably flirted with GD. Hay nako, ang landi". Bhie, gusto ko lang naman makipagfriends. Sorry na po. Sorry na agad. Pero disclaimer, I know na she used an improper word pero we are still in HS. She's probably matured now. Tsaka mabait naman talaga siya, kaya nga gusto ko makipagfriends. Kaso kapag usapang idol talaga, nakakatakot lmaoooooo. 

 

Going back, I become a luvie back in 2018. How fascinating kasi I started watching them just weeks before the release of RBB and hindi ako aware na meron silang comeback. I'm just new to kpop that time so I wasn't so sure what to do and ano ba yung cb cb na 'yan. Lmao. If I remember corectly, napanood ko yung 2x speed dance nila ng peek a boo (2x speed ng naughty please! charot, rip arms, wrist, hands, and fingers lmao, isama niyo na rin yung legs and hips.). Honestly, I was intimidated by Seulgi HAHAHAHA, ah memories. 

 

As for my first impressions to those 5 amazing women, hmm I think usual impression lang siya from non-fans? Like for Irene, akala ko siya pinakabata along with Yeri. Pero I can't deny na sobrang ganda ni Irene nung una ko palang nakita. Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan yung blue short dress outfit ni Irene kasi gustong-gusto ko 'yon for her. Then pansin kong baby face si Yeri though, tapos tuwa ako nung ending kasi pagod na pagod sila pero agaw pansin si Yeri kasi nakaupo siya sa gilid after HAHAHAHAH. Pati ako napagod for them. Tapos akala ko eldest si Joy huhu, ang tangkad kasi tsaka ang mature niya for me dahil ang ganda niya magdala ng outfit. Additional lang, I really like Joy's mindset. Her progress was really stable and grabe naman talaga yung Joy noon sa Joy ngayon. She's so powerful and I see her as an icon for us, women. Then kay Wendy, tuwa ako sa kanya tapos akala ko second oldest. Ganern. Tbh, siguro si Wendy yung pinaka hindi ko napansin sa kanila nung nagsisimula palang ako. Huhu, sorry na agad. Pero kay Seulgi, jusko HAHAHAH natakot ako mga bhie. Kasi ang serious niya sa 2x dance na 'yon tapos yung iconic bangs niya pa. Mukha siyang older sister na maldita at sasampigahin ka kapag nagkamali ka lmaooooo. 

 

Then hinabol ko yung videos nila, like for days, puro lang ako YT. I'm having problems with my personal life non, to the point na hindi ako napasok kasi I badly wanted to be alone. So, sa kwarto ko... ayon, nakahiga sa kama habang nanonood ng Red Velvet videos (syet, paiyak na ako pero I'm stronk). 

 

Red Velvet became my comfort zone, home, or whatever you call it. Hindi natatapos yung araw ko hangga't hindi ako nakakanood ng video nila. Sequence ay nanood ako ng WI episodes nila (yes, nauna 'to kesa sa music nila ehe), yung iconic KB episode, yung MVs, yung lyrics videos nila ng b-sides, live performances (dito ako nagstay, ito talaga yung dahilan kung bakit ako nagstay), fancams, guide videos, then short vids. Unti-unti ko silang nakilala tapos hindi na ako takot kay Seul. She's... SHE'S THE SOFTEST HUMAN BEING EVER. FIGHT ME IF YOU DISAG-- *coughs* 

 

Then dumating ang RBB. GAGI MGA PRI, I WAS SO STUNNED. Crush na crush ko si Yeri sa MV nila lmao. Then syempre hindi nga kasi ako maalam sa ganyang cb cb na 'yan and I don't have the bluebird app noon talaga, so I was late to see their teaser pics (through FB ako naghahanap). Mga mare/pare/beks/bhie/bru, ang ganda nilang lahat. Ang expensive ng OT5 pic nila with gold bg and shining shimmering splendid effects. Pero what really captures me is yung picture ni Irene na nakadungaw sa gate. Kengene, I thought I was straight... but I wasn't. Nabading ako, sure na. Huhuez. 

 

But well, again, I'm new to Kpop so idk about music show wins. Sobrang naappreciate ko yung RBB and until now ay hindi siya matatanggal sa top title tracks ng Kpop songs na alam ko. RBB is so underappreicated. Choreo palang mga bhie, it was topnotch. Sadly, hindi siya pumatok sa GP pero I'm well aware na sikat siya sa western fans and I'm happy for that. RBB is so special din kasi it was my first cb. *iyak malala*

 

Hmm, what else? 

 

Ah, Wendy. Yes, Wendy. Remember nung sinabi ko na siya yung pinaka hindi ko napapansin noon? Una ko talaga siya pinakanapansin nung may napanood ako na nasa pool sila tapos i-ccheer nila (WenSeul) si Irene kasi turn niya na sa fight. I forgot the title eh, pero 2014 yung video na 'yon HAHAHAHA. Ang funny kasi ang taas ng energy ni Wendy don habang chinicheer niya si Irene. I came to appreciate her more when I finally had the time to watch LUP. Bru, if I were a guy then I'll probably wish to have more Wendy sa mundong 'to kasi she's so kind :') 

 

For Irene, it was kind of sad na nasapawan ng looks yung talents niya. Nung nakita ko yung vid niya with Seul sa be natural, akala ko talaga ay parehas sila main dancer ni Seul. Then nung nakikita ko yung performances nila, she is a very good dancer. Bakit hindi nila makita 'yon? Huhu. I really like her voice btw, ang soft and ang sarap sa ears. Mas lalo ko pang naappreciate yung voice niya nung napanood ko yung Singderella episode nila. Ang lungkot lang kasi wala si Joy, eh may mga trot sila na kinanta huhu, our trot specialist :') Hmm, but masaya naman ako kasi Irene is very well appreciated as a leader and mas naging apparent yung skills niya after ng Aseul 1. I hope we can see more of her diba? SM, anuna!? Ilabas niyo si Ereni!!! Charot/2

 

I was so happy that they came back last year. Grabe, ang OA ko kapag sinabi kong naiiyak ako habang nakikinig sa Queendom kahit na ang upbeat nung music, pero it happened. Naiiyak ako kasi nakita ko na ulit silang lahat. I have so much to say pero, for now, I'll go and do something.

 

Let's all support the girls! 

 

'Till next time! Stay safe, take care, don't forget to eat properly, and stay hydrated lagi. 

 

P.S. Walang proofreading na magaganap. Sabog kung sabog HAHAHA. I really have to go kasi may sinusulat ako ehe. Time check: 1:20am. Good morning!