I don't know what fanfiction is or even never ship anyone before really not even girl with boy and then i watch tao drama I dont know what happens to me after that and l just want to watch him, know about him more like who he is, from where he come and what he is doing now and start watching videos of him with band members.

             First I get taohun video it was cute and funny, lovely but then get taoris video in my recommendation I just click and start watching. I feel a connection like there is something between them.maybe it was just my imagination so I see some more videos to clear my doubt but with each video the feeling get stronger. And after that day never see any other ship video with them because it doesn't feel right to me it feel wrong bcz for me it's like he belongs to tao and tao to him. I get into fanfictions bcz of them & just read there stories.

            It became a part of my daily routine to open AF search taoris kristao for updates it's not the only thing I do i also search on utube Google to get proofs about them to get analysis but there are nothing. I See there videos daily and even more when I am sad and have lots more to see in watch later list have there walpaper even my family knows how much i admire both of them. They are like therapy to me help me to cop up with some prblm like emotional thingys .

              And after July everything change videos are deleting day by day fanfictions are going on hiatus. I myself stop seeing videos and make them watch later bcz there is hope waiting for the truth to come out also I stop reading but subscribe so that I can read when everything will be alright.

            Is Someone fall in love ever? I fell for taoris kristao not superficially but deeply. U know when you love someone it's not easy to just cut everything related to them.it hurt as a heartbreak like I love some but we can't be together. get attach to fics and fictional character and now everyone leaving day by day hurts more. 

                    To divert my focus I start watching a ship (no tao no kris) but I don't feel anything I don't get excited never get they same feel don't feel to read fics about them like I feel about taoris so I drop the idea after full month I realised that I can't ship other it's not me I m not into shipping real people but I ship taoris I don't know how and why