Alright so this morning, I read the news that Bobby is getting married and expecting his first child!!! What? What?! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT??? I feel like I can't process this news at all lol. I mean I do not wish anything bad for him or his engagement. As I have told myself before, "I will support my bias and wish them nothing but happiness!" I mean as a fan, that's all you can really do right? It's just hard to process it for me I guess haha. 

I guess it also has to do with the fact that most of my stories I have done revolve around Bobby and Jeongyeon and that ship-couple was a big hit was I was writing stories with both of them. I literally hoped maybe one day they could date in real life LOL!! My BIG DREAM! (not likely to happen but still!) I remember a friend of mine showed me a video of iKON and Twice back stage and Jeongyeon was walking towards them with a rose in her hand as they were waiting and she bowed to him saying hello out of respect and I saw Bobby, Yunhyeong, and June standing there. As she walked away, I saw Bobby do a gesture of "Yes!! Jeongyeon came and said 'Hi to me..I mean us'" as if it was a goal or something hahaha. I couldnt stop smiling at that video. At that time, Bobby's hair was light purple and Jeongyeon's hair was brown in a bun. Yes I remember the details of there hair lol. 

I am also a bit bummed that knowing this news, I do not think it is right for me to continue writing stories with Bobby. 

It would be disrespectful knowing that he is married and I'm shipping him with someone else you know? Its just wrong. I will however leave all the older stories that I have done with Bobby and Jeongyeon posted for my readers to go back and re-read them. I mean that's all I can really do. I still had about 3 or 4 more story ideas that I wanted to do with them and I never got a chance too because I was busy with school and trying to finish up. My assignments were first and when I finished, I would just relax and watch something on Netflix. I think not being able to do the other story ideas is my only regret.. sad face. I have two posters that are related to Bobby and Jeongyeon and those two stories.. well I have decided to do them but I will not post them. That is sad. I really wish I could share them. I could change the characters but they are already mentioned in two other stories so I can't. I did just think that maybe with story ideas I wanted to do with them I could just change the characters or change the male lead-insted of Bobby. It's something to think about. 

My pairing of Bobby and Jeongyeon gave me such an amazing experience. I was about to get back into writing and enjoy it so much because of the pair I put together. They were muse, like no joke. I even have a Pinterest Board labeled "Bobby & Jeongyeon" for when I get an idea for a story, I have the pictures ready and I also made a separate spiral notebook just for them to jolt down notes and ideas. That's how bad my ship was with them too. I know its a little embarrasing I guess. 

I also read the news of Jeongyeon taking time off due to her health again. Poor girl, I hope she gets better. 

There is nothing else left for me to say but this. I am happy and proud of all my Bobby and Jeongyeon stories! They gave me such pleasure writing and creating different characters even if some ideas were related to my other stories lol. I just really enjoyed this ship-couple-story. If I do plan to do a story with Jeongyeon, she will be paired up with someone else. So far the ones that cross my mind are the ones I've tired to pair her up before.. SF9's Juho, Inseong, and Rowoon. I can't remember anyone else to be honest.. But if I get back into writing (since I'm burnt out... I'll explain that in another blog post) it will be with other characters. I do have other stories that I have lined up as well. Not just Bobby and Jeongyeon, but you know to me... my Bobby and Jeongyeon stories meant everything to me. 

Bobby is stil my second male bias and I do wish him all the happiness in the world to the next chapter in his life! I think he will be a great dad! I saw him in pictures when he would hold his nephew and stuff. He looked handsome and adorable! I wish for the baby to be healthy as well. 

Anyways, thanks for reading this!!