Hello, 

You probably already know what this blog is about when you read the title. I didn't expect to write this now. 
Maybe, some of you saw it in my stories already or on Instagram or Twitter but others didn't. 
Originally, I wanted to wait until the end. 
I wanted to wait until I transferred most of my stories to my AO3 account because I tried my best to be strong. 
But I didn't have it in myself to go with grace. 
I tried to but I just couldn't. 

You may wonder why this is suddenly happening when I just celebrated my seventh anniversary. Let me tell you that I didn't see it coming too. 
But shortly after my anniversary, something happened here. 
Something that hurt me deeply and made it impossible to feel at home here on AFF anymore. 
I don't want to get into details here but I hope that you understand that it is the right thing to do. 
When something happens that makes you feel betrayed to the core, that turns seven years into dust, there is no other conclusion that you can up with but to take your leave. 
I forgave people too many times in the past when I knew that they won't feel sorry for what they did and I just can't continue like that. 

So to cut the chase: I will slowly but surely take all of my stories and move them to my AO3 account. 
I already started and will continue so if you are subscribed to one of them, you will get a little update note and from the point on that this note was published, I will wait for a week so the people who are still interested in reading my stories have the chance to know that it just changed places.  
You can still read my stories there, I have the same username as I have here. 
I would also be glad if some of you want to stay in contact/ be something like friends because I loved to engage in conversations with you. 
Because I tend to take myself too seriously, too important, I don't know if you also want this. 
If you want to, you can always hit me up on Instagram or Twitter, I'm there active as BlackRosesTears too.  

I wanted to go with grace so much but I can't. 
Because even though weeks passed by, I am still hurt and sad but mostly angry at what happened. 
So I will stop here. 
A big and sincere thank you to all of you who walked on this path with me. To all of you even if it was just a short time. 
Thank you! 
I will try to keep mostly good memories and I hope you will too. 

Farewell. 

~ BlackRosesTears