So yes, i had a nightmare-ish dream last night.

no, i'm sure it's a nightmare. i'm still bothered by it.

idk if the genre is witchcraft, science fiction or a mashup...horror is more like it but not in that ghostttt! way....yknow...

So, i believe i had that dream after listening to Kingdom Come by The Boyz (their finale song for Kingdom) on too many repeat....

I guess that song was just melancholic in a very haunting way?

in that dream...

it was like an education institute or something like that...? because i'm apparently roommates with New and Q from The Boyz and the rest were also students or whatever there...but in different rooms...

and their group members were all taking turn on a mental/spiritual journeys...or whatever i don't know what that creepy shiet is...they'd leave when it's their turn...for about a week or two...and it's during New's turn to leave....that i started getting really scared while learning about it from Q....because i'd be next and idk what this was all about...New's sleeping spot was next to me(no, it didn't involved any weird/erted shiets...just pure roommates like in colleges dorms) so his absence really brought mental/emotional impact and realization that i'll be next...and apparently there's a girl idk who...from a forest or something that they meet who involved in the ritual they're preparing for me to be to be in their group but that girl needs to be sacrificed and i learnt a bit on the creepy ritual she had to go through....idk if as a result i will be turned into a boy...i think i even saw how the boy would look like(he cute, but does that mean i will be going through a ritual to be changed into him with the sacrifice of that unknown poor girl?)

Gaaahhhh!!! it's super creepy!!!! T^T...

i wonder if this is telling me to stay away from them/the song...or to make this into a creepy fanfic(as much as i love horror, i don't think i'm cut for it...i think the most disturbing works i had done were some oneshots in Good Night, Sleep Tight and INNOCENT and also Unlock the Devil Fourever. and idk about witchcrafts though....that shiet is too creepy idk if i have the talents for it lol even though i think now that i'm rereading my own fics...Mattress from good night sleep tight really had that evil witchcraft disturbing feeling too i guess...)

This is the song:

Speaking of the song, i'm glad finally Sangyeon is getting the spotlight his vocals deserve, and isn't Haknyeon being upgraded into main/lead vocalists the amount of solid parts he's getting, which his vocals deserve too.

Initially, i was passionately thinking of idea performance for the song because the song sounds exactly like the weak/defeated/tragic twin of Checkmate (the song they released for Road to Kingdom, in which they won the show and advanced into Kingdom)

And that tragedy storyline would really fit their situation in Kingdom.....i imagine a plot of a fallen kingdom where they went on a battle and fought putting their lives at stake but in the end no matter how they kept fighting and not giving up, they still lost the battle, and i imagined the stage filled with colours of fire red/orange/yellow that burst into gold flame to mark the end of battle, victorious for one, and the end it all turned blue and finally goes to pitch black marking how it went completely cold for the loser, and in the end....a flicker of flame appears to mark a hope that never dies, or the sign of a battle that will start again in the future....i talked about it in my youtube community board because i'm so proud of my idea lol.

i really hope someone would take the idea to The Boyz because honestly the finale stage with a plot of battle that ends in a winning is so overdone and cliche.and you can tell groups will want to do that cuz who wants to say we are going to lose? but that's why you have to step up and do it cuz that's more powerful and memorable than going the cliche route.

And knowing Mnet and how everything is already determined no matter how the groups try to change...the winner is already set and it's most definitely NOT The Boyz, i hope they don't win too because if they suddenly shoot up and win they'll only get hate, and it's not worth it, that show isn't even all that...i already dropped it when i see what's happening and where they're going with it, Road to Kingdom was a whole better show that allowed me to appreciate all groups....let those bigass fandoms fight each other and celebrate your loss instead! i learnt how that could be a more powerful thing to do from watching a lot of N.Flying videos where they even strive to make a mark as the loser while everyone else tryina win the best...if they knew they couldn't win something as the winner, they strive to win as the ultimate loser, aka the first place from the back. and that's just inspiring lol.

i think there's a possibility that the nightmare came from a combination of The Boyz song and also, that one short creepy skit i watched from N.Flying

Jaehyun's horror acting is just onpoint >< just the way his eyes opened when he smiled....he's seriously the most multitalented idol i've seen and he's just born to be celebrity.

so yeah....

this post is just meant to talk about my nightmare....or could it be fanfic idea?

idk....man...witchcraft science fiction shiet thing just bother me...

doesn't help that the satanism agendas in kpop has been very apparent especially in the past decade n even more in the past half decade..no more hiding it subtly...and everyone just cool with it huh....dont ask me to elaborate...i won't know where to start with the abundance of it...

i just wanna write a cute fic of 2idiots T^T...