so i have clearly been keeping up with the chuang boys after into1's debut (namely ichika, who is really in active on instagram) and today i went on bilibili (during my FINAL [dw it's 24 hours long]) to find some of the chinese boys and--

I FOUND LUO YAN

look like, i knew what company he was from, and i knew he'd trained at jyp before, but i didn't realize he was STILL WITH jyp lol just the chinese branch that goes by a different name

and apparently it's very well-known that tencent makes everyone look super ugly (idk if it's the camera angles or lighting or what) but luo yan looked pretty old like my age or older BUT NO

NO

HE WAS BORN IN 2003

THIS DUDE IS BARELY 18 HE'S LIKE A BABY WTF

and tencent barely gave him any screentime and he never really fought for screentime or anything but he's just so uasdgfhjag i REALLY want him to debut and be recognized :((((

he's a part of project C which is a plan for a chinese jyp group but per jyp issues, they're not promoted very much or very well :( so there's that

anyway my point is he's SUPER pretty in this video that i'm embedding below (here's the link if embed doesn't work) so yeah :"))

(edit: apparently aff does not recognize bilibili as a video player site thing so no, the embed does not work, please use link lol; he basically just covers a lot of girl group dances)

and i'm not over it because i didn't really notice him until feng ding (second public performance) after which he was ELIMINATED. like . ugh. he's such a baby and i love him >:((((( i will never get over chuang lol