The world has become crazy.

right has become wrong.

wrong has become right.

and it's so natural, that i bet the right you know is the already changed one.

i guess...it's agonizing to live in the transitional era...where you see how it changed and from where to where things changed, and the now changed versions and how the old traces is looked upon in disdain.

tbh, that wasn't the intention of this post initially, it just happened that way.

once upon a time, people would say you shouldn't argue with dumb people, and so whenever you see something wrong/dumb, most intelligent people or those with knowledge/know the truth....stay silent.

and that's how we come to now. to the time where dumb or rather, the successfully deceived ones have become the more powerful, louder voices and have become the right,the fact, and can no longer be challenged, the people now who absorbed the new truth will argue to their deaths....no matter how dumb it is, if you're against the mainstream belief of present, then you'll lose. even if you bring up all the evidences/facts to back up your arguments....it's no use.

yes, we've come to that time.

someone close to me once said he didn't want to live when the end of the world come, and now i can see why....things have gotten to this unimaginable state. he got his wish.

tbh, not just the big serious things....there are many instances where i wanted to try...to attempt for a little crack....to make people start thinking again than just consuming the way of thinking shoved to them as the right way cuz everyone says it.

if you think, if you seek....you'll find something, maybe not something everyone says, maybe not something you'd like to accept, but an answer is an answer, like it or not.

i'm getting older as days and years go by...just looking at how many years i've been here would've be a good reminder already.

sometimes or rather, many times, i want to ignore everything and just stay as who i was, just enjoy things and pretend i wasn't at this horrid era.

but no matter where i turn to, especially online, i'll be slapped in the face with it.

the product of ignorance. the product of when intelligent people/those who know truth stayed silent and let the shift happen until traces of it could no longer be found, very scarcely maybe but what are the chances we'd encounter it.

if i am to say it in straightforward way even here, and list out examples of it...for sure i'd be shot dead lol.

then what makes me different? trying to stay in comfort zone.

but will it do me any good when it's time for calculation of my worth to be born on this world?

i am capable of something. i know not what, or to what extent. but i know, i am capable of something, even a sliver of crack would be better than nothing.

why do i keep holding back myself.

what are the right channel/way to approach them one by one...

how long will we kept being given the chance, the time

isn't it scarrier to know, and to not do anything, than to not know...

if i had left kpop long ago or even any media consumption...i might have had it easier with not knowing, and thus, keeping myself in my small world where i won't have to agonize so much since my little world is dull and simple anyway...there are issues, but not as suffocating in such grand scale.

i guess i'm a scaredy cat.

but why should i be afraid of things i know are wrong, even if they're the powerful one now?

why?

shouldn't i be more scared of the aftermath of taking the cowardly path i'm walking now?

a part of me wants to do what i like, right or wrong, without thinking too much, the way i had always been.

but part of me also know that's a recipe for self destruction.

right and wrong are what they are for legit reasons, it's not something to justify with self expression, or whatever romanticized crap they'd tell you.

but now, right and wrong has been switched.

and we're rapidly crumbling.

how long will it take before it all shatters?

how long do we have to save ourselves?

that is if we even know how much saving we need..

yikes.