Hello, it is I hehe...
Yeah I'm alive...and for those who remember me, hello, hi, how are you...I love you for not forgetting me. 

Soooo... let's get to the point shall we.... hehe

I came to Korea for my Masters degree last August. And I swear I had no intention to date... I wanted to be forever alone, have a few cats, a few dogs, one fox and fish in a tank and live a happy life with them. 

However, I was looking for friends cuz social butterfly.... 

And there's this guys, we're talking for a week. I'm in Daegu (now in Seould and OMG how I miss Daegu) he's from Busan. 
And he asks if I want to hang out:
Him: I'll come to visit in Daegu.
Me: Uuuh...IDK....

But I eventually agree.... and then he comes again and BOOM confesses.... 
I don't believe in love at first sight... that's all a big big bull 

And I asked him to give me time so I can think about it...
Then two weeks pass and I'm in Busan with my friends and we meet and 
Him: Come on, it's been two weeks, answer meee~ *like in a cute way cuz he's always cute* 
And I roll my eyes 
Him: When wil you answer me, can't we date? Why not? Please, please, please~
And 
ME: OKAY FINE, LET'S TRY! FINE! *cuz he was getting on my nerves with that whining* 
So I started dating without being sure that I wanted to date or if I liked that guy.
Some 5 months later:
- If he goes to bed without telling me I feel bad
- If he wakes up and doesn't say good morning I feel bad 
- if he stays silent for more than 30 mins without a reason I feel bad
- if he goes to bed, says good night and doesn't send a cute sticker I feel bad
- if he doesn't have time for me I'll feel bad (still haven't happened) 
- if he gets angry at me I feel bad. 
- if I call and he doesn't pick up I'll feel bad *I'm such a bad person cuz a few time he called and I didn't see it and didn't pick up and then texted and didn't call back* 
 

So yeah... how is it possible to start liking someone so much.... To the extend that ....I've got him so now I can't let go even though he's in Busan and I'm in Seoul and now I gotta make the time every month to go to Busan once and he has to come once.... 
*Btw he has freckles which is freaking addorable*
Not gonna beta check myself cuz If I do I'll feel cringy and delete the post
OKAY BYE