This is embarrassing (might delete soon)

Okay umm... Where do I start? I mean I was planning to take it light and not care much but I don't think so I can get a peaceful sleep if I don't address this ya know so yeah here goes nothing... 

Well, from a past few days I've been feeling really really insecure about my writings. Like I feel like this is the only thing that I'm good at tbh in life but just not getting appreciation and support like I did before is making me really really insecure. Like idk if there's something wrong with my writing or if the plot isn't that interesting like I'm getting so many views but no one even upvotes or let alone comment other than 1 or 2 people. I know this whole silent readers issue is going on and stuff but for me this whole no response thing is just eating me up bc I can't stop but feel like maybe I'm not doing a good job or maybe im not really good at writing and that maybe I should stop. 

So please be honest and just tell me if you read my fanfics if the story isn't good or if the plot development isn't fine or if writing isn't my thing because I really need to know so I can learn and grow bc I don't know my flaws if they don't get pointed out and I won't know my strengths unless they're praised u know. 

Idk what this rant is and I know no one would care to be responsive here as well but I really hope that changes because I really can't find the difference between publishing my works or leaving them in drafts. 

Whoever reads this, thank you for reading and if you read my works please tell me what you think about them. 

Thank you. 

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biomolecules #1
Hi authornim!! I discovered you today. Don't feel embarrassed about this since it's literally very insensitive of us readers to not to comment and give feedbacks.
I see you have written many books. I want to read them. What do you recommend? What should I read?
Don't worry I will give feedbacks since I have come out of my silent reader phase. I used to be like that since I was to busy being lazy and after having a tough day you don't have energy so do anything so I did not used to comment. I'm sure your reader are doing same -being lazy.
But after seeing so many writers feeling insecure I want to encourage them. A few days ago baekingdom deleted all her stories. Honestly she so good but lack of feedback made her insecure and today I found one more author delete her/his stories. I'm crying literally. Why so many ausome writters are deleting their amazing stuffs from aff.
Plezz tell me which of your stories I should read.
QueenMoona
#2
Hi, friend. Don't worry about your ranting, this is good that you're bringing this up and expressing yourself about the whole silent readers thing and how you affected by it. Trust me, I know what it feels like. I'm getting discouraged myself by something not getting anything. I doubt it's got anything to do with your writing honestly. No responses can be discouraging.

I'd love to check out your story and give you feedback, but I see what you mean. I too feel like writing is all I'm good at too. From an author to another author, don't stop writing. Even if there is something wrong with the plot of how it's developed, don't stop writing. I'm going to check out your fics and give you feedback, my friend, because you deserve it 💜💜💜