I'm at this point where I don't know what i'm doing anymore, I'm having suicidal tendencies again because everything is just too much. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm gonna tell you my real name because i'm really desperate to ask for help, my name is Dyvi Gianan, i'm from the Philippines, I'm an ARMY , and a Carat and I've been sick for years now, I've been battling Pneumonia way way back, not to mention I have Severe Depression, I tried to take my life a couple of times now. My life is such a mess right now, I've reached my breaking point. Why? It turns out, my mom, the only reason why I decided to live despite of my numerous suicide attempts, was diagnosed with Pneumonia and Suspected Tubercolosis, life is so unfair, I stopped trying to kill myself because my mom still needs me, but now, she's sick, it makes me want to kill myself more. Worst, I used all my savings for my own meds last year, plus I was fired from my job because i'm not capable to work because of my illness. Please, i'm begging you, i'm really desperate, i'm not even sure if anyone can read this but i'm really desperate, I really need financial help, I couldn't even ask help from the govt because their top priority is those with severe cases but there's no ing way that I'll wait for my mom's illness to get worst. Please help me, any amount will do, I was diagnosed with Severe Pneumonia last year but I don't care about myself anymore, I just want my mom to live because my siblings still needs my mom, Please save my mom, i've been messaging random people on Instagram, i'm asking different fandoms on twitter for help because i'm really desperate, hoping that someone will actually help me.  I couldn't afford any of her meds, my siblings couldn't too, and i'm confused wheter I should take my life now because i'm so scared to lose my mom, I'd rather die first then see her suffer.  Please, i'm begging you, please help me, Please share this to your social media accounts because I don't know what to do anymore, i'm a worthless daughter. Below are my FB, Twitter and Instagram account, if you managed to read this, please message me on my social media accounts, I'll DM you photos of me and my mom's medical diagnosis. Any amount will do, I'm not a scammer, I just need my mom to survive. Please help me, I'm going crazy.

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