Soooo

If you prefer to read baekhyunxoc fanfics, I'm sure most of you would know about Heal Me (married to brother-in-law) and Red Mercedes/Amorous Design.  (If you havent, go check them out, they're amazingg)

I was a Sehunstan for sooo long (read: 6 years) but then I stumbled upon Amorous Design and ever since then, lets just say, I'm now a baekhyunstan lol.

[Idk if it's gonna be a temporary thing, because I feel so guilty since this is the first time I've ever change my bias. Well I used to like Luhan, but after he left, i kinda start liking Sehun afterwards all the while supporting his career in China. But yeah, if you've ever experienced this, how do you even cope with the guilt? Seriously XD]

Btw, the main reason I'm writing this blog is because Heal me is one of my most fav fanfic atm. I would get soo excited when it's updated. I have finals in a few weeks yet I'm still waiting for an update for Heal Me and RM (and also other amazing baekhyun fics). But now that it's taken down and put to draft mode, it breaks my heart so so much. 

It's like 2 years ago, when so many of my fav authors start to deactivate their acc, or put their stories on draft (up until now) and it just makes me so sad. Of course I try to understand them, but it still hurt nevertheless. And I'm done crying or getting frustrated over things that I have no control over. 

So if any of you have amazing baekhyun fics suggestions (baekhyunxoc/chanbaek) that is light to read or have happy endings, pls pls pls drop em here. Because I really need a good, funny baekhyun fics that can make me laugh again. I'm just so done with all these emotions. 

And, I dont- and will never-blame the author at all. They must have their reasons and I respect and understand that 100%. Heck, if I ever love your book, that means I admire you too-regardless of your decisions. 

It's just that, I was reminded of all the good old fics that ended up being hidden from the world and it saddens me even more. 

Sorry for rambling hahahhaa but I would really appreciate your recommendation! ♡