8 Facts About Me Challenge ( Tagged By LuHaNsDoll )
So I was tagged by Nina.. I never done anything like this.. Let's start :
1. I am Indian and my name is Deboleena. And many people think I am a teenager but no I am in my late 20's.. 93 born. 🙈
2. I can speak fluently in 3 languages which are Bengali ( my mother tongue ) , Hindi ( most used and common language in India ) , English ( it's a must to know in India..at least the basics ).. I can write and understand Sanskrit but can't form the sentence because it's very complicated language and I just studied 2 years.. It is one of ancient language so we have to learn it in school..my native language is Assamese though but I can't speak or understand a thing.. So when my parents and relatives speak in Assamese I don't understand a thing and everything go over the head..
3. I am Bengali and there are so many stereotype about us.. Like Bengali means the people who love fish..and they eat fish all the time.. I hate fish.. When I tell others who aren't Bengali they get shocked.. It is so annoying.. Another thing is for others Bengali means the artistic people.. Whenever someone say they are Bengali people will expect them to be a dancer or singer or painter or writer or musician or poet etc etc..
4. I am single.. Not just single but I am from those forever single club.. It is a choice though.. I didn't wanted to waste my time with being in a relationship.. I am not ready for responsibility or commitment.. If I could then I will stay single forever.. But my parents don't want that.. So I decided that I will marry anyone my parents choose for me and till then I will enjoy my life as a single..
5. I am aspiring to be a 3D Animation Artist.. I joined the course 2 years ago and next month it's ending.. From childhood I was a fan of cartoons and as I grew up I fell in love with anime and manga.. After completing my bachelor degree I didn't knew what to do.. I took 2-3 years to find my passion and then I joined this..
6. I was depressed and somewhat suicidal too.. At some point I was in a stage where the only thing I used to think was how to die and make sure no one can save me.. I tried few times too but stopped myself at the last moment.. My parents don't know about this.. I mean it's not easy to tell something like this to your parents.. I helped myself and I came out of that stage by myself.. I don't know how it worked exactly but I am fine now but I know EXO helped me in this.. I found them in this time and they inspired me a lot.. You can say they became my anchor.. Even though I am fine now but there are times when something happens which trigger it.. I have a friend who know about this so in time like this I talk to her and she put some sense into my head..
7. I am Thalassemic.. Not the major type though where I need blood transfusion.. In my case hemoglobin level drop anytime and I have breathing problem and headache.. I have headache almost everyday.. And most of the time I don't know why.. I get headache when I am hungry or sleepy or have digestion problem or because of my eyesight..my type of thalassemia called Beta Thalassemia Minor.. You can't detect it just after birth.. It only can be detected years after birth.. I was in 9th grade when I fell sick for the first time and everything started.. No one knew or thought that this could be the reason behind my health problem.. In 2017 I fell sick again when my doctor suspected it and run a test.. And only then we found out about this..
8. I used to dance but had to stop because I find out that I have some problem in my knee from birth.. So it's not possible for me to dance anymore.. And then I used to swim too but I can't now bcz of my breathing problem.. My health problems are one of the reasons why I got depressed..as this caused me stop doing what I used to do.. I can't live normally like any other people.. Can't do what others do easily but at that time I didn't knew that I am thalassemic.. So I used to blame myself.. But when I find out it helped a lot as I realized that it is not my fault that I am like this..
So here are 8 facts about me.. Sorry if they are boring or too long.. I tag Lilyroxd_ , itsdisneychanyeol , wildheartx and Glimmer01 next to do this..
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