8 Facts About Me Challenge ( Tagged By LuHaNsDoll )

So I was tagged by Nina.. I never done anything like this.. Let's start :

 

1. I am Indian and my name is Deboleena. And many people think I am a teenager but no I am in my late 20's.. 93 born. 🙈

2. I can speak fluently in 3 languages which are Bengali ( my mother tongue ) , Hindi ( most used and common language in India ) , English ( it's a must to know in India..at least the basics ).. I can write and understand Sanskrit but can't form the sentence because it's very complicated language and I just studied 2 years.. It is one of ancient language so we have to learn it in school..my native language is Assamese though but I can't speak or understand a thing.. So when my parents and relatives speak in Assamese I don't understand a thing and everything go over the head..

3. I am Bengali and there are so many stereotype about us.. Like Bengali means the people who love fish..and they eat fish all the time.. I hate fish.. When I tell others who aren't Bengali they get shocked.. It is so annoying.. Another thing is for others Bengali means the artistic people.. Whenever someone say they are Bengali people will expect them to be a dancer or singer or painter or writer or musician or poet etc etc.. 

4. I am single.. Not just single but I am from those forever single club.. It is a choice though.. I didn't wanted to waste my time with being in a relationship.. I am not ready for responsibility or commitment.. If I could then I will stay single forever.. But my parents don't want that.. So I decided that I will marry anyone my parents choose for me and till then I will enjoy my life as a single.. 

5. I am aspiring to be a 3D Animation Artist.. I joined the course 2 years ago and next month it's ending.. From childhood I was a fan of cartoons and as I grew up I fell in love with anime and manga.. After completing my bachelor degree I didn't knew what to do.. I took 2-3 years to find my passion and then I joined this.. 

6. I was depressed and somewhat suicidal too.. At some point I was in a stage where the only thing I used to think was how to die and make sure no one can save me.. I tried few times too but stopped myself at the last moment.. My parents don't know about this.. I mean it's not easy to tell something like this to your parents.. I helped myself and I came out of that stage by myself.. I don't know how it worked exactly but I am fine now but I know EXO helped me in this.. I found them in this time and they inspired me a lot.. You can say they became my anchor.. Even though I am fine now but there are times when something happens which trigger it.. I have a friend who know about this so in time like this I talk to her and she put some sense into my head.. 

7. I am Thalassemic.. Not the major type though where I need blood transfusion.. In my case hemoglobin level drop anytime and I have breathing problem and headache.. I have headache almost everyday.. And most of the time I don't know why.. I get headache when I am hungry or sleepy or have digestion problem or because of my eyesight..my type of thalassemia called Beta Thalassemia Minor.. You can't detect it just after birth.. It only can be detected years after birth.. I was in 9th grade when I fell sick for the first time and everything started.. No one knew or thought that this could be the reason behind my health problem.. In 2017 I fell sick again when my doctor suspected it and run a test.. And only then we found out about this.. 

8. I used to dance but had to stop because I find out that I have some problem in my knee from birth.. So it's not possible for me to dance anymore.. And then I used to swim too but I can't now bcz of my breathing problem.. My health problems are one of the reasons why I got depressed..as this caused me stop doing what I used to do.. I can't live normally like any other people.. Can't do what others do easily but at that time I didn't knew that I am thalassemic.. So I used to blame myself.. But when I find out it helped a lot as I realized that it is not my fault that I am like this.. 

 

So here are 8 facts about me.. Sorry if they are boring or too long.. I tag Lilyroxd_ , itsdisneychanyeol , wildheartx and Glimmer01 next to do this.. 

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Byul_99
#1
Hey, I'm Indian too. But from the south side. I am going through the depression phase, you can tell I was suicidal too. Whenver I see sharp objects I only think about harming myself. Went through counselling, and a little better. Time to time I'll be depressed, and don't know what to do. There's no anchor for me tho. I want to find that. It's nice to find an Indian here.
dulcedewildflowers
#2
Hello Debo~,

Thank you for the tag, honey! I am so sorry I'm seeing it so late! ❤❤
Oh my gosh, your full name is pretty~! Adorable~~! (≧▽≦)
I just want to say that you are a very strong, intelligent and beautiful woman. You've been through a lot and you've come so far, that's something to be proud of. I sure am proud of you! You deserve so much good and I hope and pray that you find all of it. I hope you find all that you want out of life and make so many good, warm memories along the way. We aren't super close but I can say that I am happy to know you and I hope that you know you're loved- because you definitely are!

If you ever need anything or anyone to talk to I am always here. I mean that. ❤❤

Stay safe, warm and shining~!
Love, wildheartx~! ❤❤❤❤
Mwah~!
LayDZhang
#3
I think this is not boring, it's sad when you want to do some activities but inot allowed to because of health problems, I hope you're okay now, you've been blessed with Si many talents, you have a lot more to do and you said Exo helped you in some way. Be strong, fighting! :)
Glimmer01 #4
Ooof wowww this is so cool! Haha I’ll do it in a while, thanks for the tag



Are any 8 facts okay?



And wowww u used to be a dancer!!! Thanks so much for sharing about your life with us ^~^ haha I’m forever single too! I’ve never had a bf, too busy with life I guess though there’s a guy I like rn, a senior in college (he probably doesn’t feel the same way though, I’m not his type)



Thanks for being so candid about your struggles with depression too. I’m so so glad you’re here today because you’re honestly rly sweet and you have so much to offer the world and I think you’re rly strong girl <33 good friends are hard to find and I hope you cherish her and your bond!
NeverNinaa
#5
Woow I would have never guessed that you are older than me! Hahaha
And omo, 3D animation artist sounds so cool!! Best of luck with it! I would really like to see/support your works in the future❤
Aww I relate to the depression part. I tried to kill myself a lot of times before (I was hospitalized each time) that's why i'm still alive lol they kept SAVING ME!
also, I do support single/independent people lmao! Don't u ever feel like you're so weird and strange because of your decision, don't ever let your parents force you to marry someone you don't want to. Do what you make you comfortable and happy ;)