Wow... Where to even begin... I wanted to post something for my lovely girls. And with how things are going on in the world I feel like writing a small post for you all eases my heart a little.

This blog post might get sappy and sad so just a warning.

Well to begin..

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY SISTAR! 

To believe that its been 10 years since your debut. And it has been 9 years since you guys came into my life. I have enjoyed my girl groups back in the day. But it was Sistar that had that number 1 spot in my heart. 

To this day there is no other girl group I loved as much as I do Sistar. Don't get me wrong I still enjoy a lot of the new groups but Sistar was the group for me. And the day they decided to disband was really hard for me. I think it was then when I knew kpop was never going to be the same for me. Summer will never be the summer without them. 

I just have so many great memories... I remember when Alone came out it was my first comeback as all 4 of them. If my memory is correct I saw Sistar19 and I did my research and was like OMG there are 2 more! 

Or was Alone and then I found Sistar19... I honestly don't remember... I have such a bad memory... but that's besides the point back to when the girls were promoting Alone.

Believe it or not, it was the first song I learned the choreo for. From beginning to end. Do I still remember it? Nope maybe the chorus but like parts. But here is probably the funniest memory I have. When Loving you was out. I had the brightest idea.. Let's learn this dance... IN HEELS! 

My dumb 15 year old self thought it would be a GREAT idea. Did I end up learning the dance? You darn right I did. In my moms wedges. BUT it doesn't end there. My cousin was going to throw out some HUGE pumps and I was like. Can I have them? 

You can just imagine what happened. How I did not break my ankles is beyond me. I was tripping and falling everywhere. Well to be honest. I was trying so hard to become a trainee. But that is a story for another day.

But no I didn't just stop there. Since it was summer I also learned Alone, Push Push, and So Cool. I had a really progressive summer now that I think back. 

I think it was until the I Like It era that I stopped trying to learn dances in heels. If you were to tell me today to do that. I will flat out say no and I can no longer walk in heels. I feel like I am going to fall... Maybe I should try it out see if these old bones remember the dances LOL

Man, my teenage years were really something... I thank Sistar a lot for keeping me sane. I suffered a lot during those years and I will always be grateful for my idols who help me survive those years. Maybe that is why the idols nowadays have a different feel for me. They are here to help the new generation like my idols did for me.

I just wished I had the chance to meet them. I was ready to drop everything to see them in LA but being an adult never lets me do anything. Its something still makes me sad to this day but I never know what will happen in the future. Maybe I will get a chance to see them? Let a girl dream.

But I am going to end this hear before I start dragging on. I am sorry for my readers that I haven't posted anything. Like I said adult life never lets you do anything. Maybe I will do an update post? Let me know if that something you my reader is entered in reading... Lots of things have changed. I haven't really gone to any concerts.. Only one last year which was KNK and man was it amazing!

So to end it... Happy 10th Anniversary my lovely Sistar. No matter how may groups I find.. No one matter who comes my way... No one can take my SISTAR's place. Forerver a STAR1...

Thank you SISTAR