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PrincessRosey • Rosey •  paradox

 AUSTIN Park

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birthname Austin Park
other names

— Ash // stage name// Austin chose the name Ash cause he felt that his aura lights the room on fire and leaves nothing but ashes behind.

— Park Minho// Korean Name// since he was born, his mother given Austin a korean name. Austin never really use his given korean name unless it comes to doing paperwork from the goverment.

nicknames

—  Fire Cracker // there an inside joke to why Austin got this nickname. He loves spicy food, too much for his own good. Because he loves spicy food but his stomach doesn't  in fact he gets a bad stomach ache if he eats too much. Does the boy stop...No. When he eats too much really spicy food, his will be in the toilet. Members thought fire crackers were going off in the bathroom. Since then, when members see Austin running to the bathroom after a day full of eating spicy food " Don't go to the bathroom, Fire Cracker on a mission!" 

 

birthday June 18, 1999 
birthplace California, Usa
hometown Los Angeles
Nationality American
ethnicity Korean
languages spoken

— English// 100%// born and raised in the states, it only natural for it to be his native language. English is the language he the most comfortable speaking in.

— Korean// 95%//  Austin's parents made sure to drill the language into their son head when he was living in the states. Austin practically fluent with the language, but there times where accents and slang terms will get him confused.
—Japanese// 50%// At first he knew the basic japanese because of his love for anime, but over time, thanks to the some of the japanese member. He was able to expand his knowledge. He still practicing and learning hoping to be fluent one day.

face claim Ateez's Mingi
back up face claim Ateez's yunho
height & weight 185 cm & 70 kg
appearance

—  Austin was blessed with the height and the looks. A giant dork that towers easily around others around him. Austin has a muscular body that he worked hard in order to get to where he is now. He slightly bigger than the other members, but it all muscle. He well-proportion and can make any clothes look god on him. He has define 6 pack that he not afraid to show off. As of right now, he doesn't have any tattoos, but he got both his ears pierce and his cartledge pierce as well. Austin has a natural tan complex plus he loves going outside since he was young. He has dark chocolate brown eyes and as of right now a burben red hair that been dyed, but naturally he has dark brown hair.

— Style wise, Austin not much of fashion guy, but since he an idol and the nagging of madame Kang, he puts a little effort in his choice of clothes. He keeps things simple yet stylish.

 
 

 

 

personality traits 

Gemini, ESFP, Blood Type B, Slytherin 

Positive: Sociable, Charismatic, Quirky, Creative, Optimistic, Passionate

Neutral: Egotistical, Warm-Hearted, Protective

Negative: Unpredictable, Sensitive, Irresponsible, Scatter Brain, Mischievous
 

personality

Austin is the definition life of the party. He can easily make friends with just about anyone even  with the ahjummas in the food market. Austin can be lost in the market and you can find him in a social group circle talking to the ahjummas . He is sociable and has an aura about him that makes anyone feel comfortable to talk to him. This boy can make friends just about anyone. There no denying, the boy maybe a wild ball but he is charming. Austin is charismatic that anyone can't help but like him. Especially when he is on stage performing, he just spills out charisma when he is on stage that people can't help but keep an eye on him on stage and be memorized by his performance. Some may believe he might have few screw loose in his head on how quirky he is. Austin knows he weird but he claims that what charming about him.  He believes being normal is boring, so when someone comes to him calling him weird or unique. Austin personally says thank you and think of it as a compliment. To him, who wants to be normal like everyone else when you can just be different from others. A good different, which is true as others admits that his personality quite refreshing to have. From his music to thinking of a solution, this boy likes to think outside the box. His mind is often full of ideas especially for music. Austin likes to experiment when it comes to his music  and try different styles out.He loves bringing up new idea and shares it with his group and see how they feel about it. Music always been Austin creative outlet and he loves to dabble in different styles and introduce to the groups fan. Austin would work hours on different beats and comes running into the practice/ studio/ or even waking up the members to listen to the beat he just produced and wants to get their opinion about it. Austin hates dwelling on the bad and likes to think about the silver lining. He is optimistic and refuse to belive  on the negative. He hates bad vibes and will literally  cancel anyone who brings bad vibes in the enviroment . Good vibes only for him, life too short to focus on the bad. Even when worse happen to him, he takes the experience he had and turn it into a drive to push him further to what he want to achieve. Austin is passionate when he has his heart sent on something. Music and performing on stage has always been something Austin loves doing, of course he will pour every ounce of his blood, sweat and tears in order to achieve an idol. Austin may carry an image of a carefree free spirtied trouble maker in the group, but he works as  hard just as anyone maybe even harder cause he doing something he loves. Austin will be the member that stays up late in the studio or practice room, practicing his routine over and over again till he feel is right. He will never half anything cause might as well not do it if somehting is done half heartedly. Austin likes to think, when he does something is it best to go big or just go home. 


Austin can be seen as an egotistical person and this part of him can rub others the wrong way. Austin all about self love and having confidence in one's ability. If someone asked him who he thinks is the best group, he will straight up admit his group Paradox is the best group, cause he has that much confidence in them. He may seem concieted and full of himself, but that shows how confident he has for his team and that how much he love and proud of his group. Austin has that much confience in him and his group abilities. This side can be shocking to others, but Austin is caring warm hearted individual. When he see someone in trouble, the boy will stop what he was doing and go to help the person. If he see a member in trouble with practice, he willing to stay behind and help them out. If a member hurt, he the first one to ask if they need help. The boy will carry   around town on his back if he has too, cause to him no man is left behind. Even for strangers, he doesn't mind helping out and doesn't expect anything in return. Another shocking factor he can be protective  towards his group, friends and family. He may seem like nothing  can ever provoke this boy, but once his loves ones are involve, all bets are off cause he goes protective mode and will stood up for anyone. Even if he gets in trouble, he will not let anyone hurt those who are dear to him.


This boy is full of wonders and he can make anyone go crazy on how unpreditable this boy can be! Austin can be fooling around in the practice room without a care in the world, before going full on beast mode when he practice his routine.For s, he could be chilling in the dorm minding his own business before out of nowhere blasting music and dances and sings around like their dorm is a night club. Austin is a sensitive human being and his mood can instantly go from 0 to 100 in an instant. He not the best when taking critisim as he feels like he back to the corner when the harsh words hits him. Harsh words of truth he will take to heart, especially when it comes to his passion is being question. Austin is passionate to what he does, so if someone critizie that he didn't do his best. he will feel offended, so members should tred carefully with him cause he will be upset. Besides that, he gets moved easily by others. If he feel touch by somone actions where it comes from the heart. This grown boy will tear up.from listening to a sad ballad performance to watching a  animal getting adopted to a forever home. He does his best to control his emotion, but sometimes he can't help himself.  Austin can be too much a free spirited child that sometimes he forgets he an idol. He can be seen irresponsible comepare to the other members and often will get scolded by his manager or his group members when he not being responsible, especially as an idol. When he is out in public, doing events, or in variety shows, there a times he forgets that he has a image he needs to keep up and that he can't do things that will embarrassed his group and himself later on. Austin is quirky and sometimes people just don't get him unlike s or others who know so when strangers experience the quirkiness . They are often left with full of questions if Austin even human sometimes cause the boy is full of wonders. Austin really keeps his managers on their toes with him. Austin a bit of a scattered brain and loses focus if something is not within his interest. His mind is always all over the place, so it no surprise he seems to be forgetful. He always have constant reminders he set on his phone  to remind himself in case he forgets. Austin sometimes seems like he can't sit still, he  would soon find himself not paying attention anymore and focus on something that caught his attention. When he on variety shows, if the host are boring, Austin soon find himself staring into space, thinking about what he going to eat that day, and lyrics for his rap for the group next song. Austin is mischievous trouble maker. He keeps everyone on their toes on what he going to do next. His unpredictablity makes it worse. He likes to play harmless tricks on s, nothing too serious just enough to get them laughing at the end.

 

 

background


Born and raised in Los Angeles, California since June 18, 1999. Austin is the third child/ baby of the family. He was born into a lower-middle-class family with his two older brothers.  His parents own a beauty supplies store that brings in enough income to just make ends meet for the family. His parents were strict in wanting their children to do well in their education. Both having high hopes that their children will get into a good university and get a well-respected job in the future. They loved their children and only wanted the best for them and they’re willing to work their off to provide for their children's needs. Since he was young, Austin loves music. His mother would play Korean trout music around the house and the two of them would dance around. At the age of 4, his cousin Tiffany introduce him to kpop and showed her favorite artist Boa. She showed him other groups such as GOD, H.O. T, SES, and more. What seal the deal was Rain. Austin just loved how Rain performed, he can’t seem to take his eyes off him when he watches his performance with his cousin. Tiffany often visited their home, despite their huge those two were close as Tiffany often babysits little Austin and showed him a bunch of kpop. They would put on little performance for the family.
When he was 5 years old, Austin encourages Tiffany to audition for SM Entertainment. He knew better than anyone else how talented his cousin was and when he saw her got accepted into the company. He was the happiest person for her.  After three weeks of getting into the company, he was a bit sad when she left but he was the happiest for her. However, before they said their goodbyes in the airport Austin announce to Tiffany and his whole family that he be an idol too. Of course, his family laughed it off thinking it was just a phase but Tiffany seem to be the only one who supported him.  She told him, she can’t wait to see the next Rain.
 
 Austin had always been the odd child in the family, he was always been quirky since he was young.  He was not like his brothers, his academic grades were considered average, but he excels in performing arts. Austin still holds hopes for him that Austin will turn a new leaf and be like his brothers who already in top universities. One is at Harvard while his 2nd elder brother is a top student in his year. His parents continue to be on him, pushing his education on him telling him to focus on studying as this will give him a career. Austin being a trouble maker that he is doesn’t study when his parents told him. He is fooling around on his game boy, writing lyrics in his journal, or he somehow sneaks out and visits the neighborhood kids. Hip Hop was popular around his area and kids around his neighborhood like to hold dance-off or rap off. He witnesses it when one of his friends showed him what been popular lately with other kids and took him to one of the battles. Austin was in awe and within the next battle, he quickly thought himself how to rap. His first battle he did pretty well, impressing others around him. For a newbie he a sense of flow. It’s a bit of a mistake, but for a newbie. Austin was good and that when he discovered his love for his new passion. 
 
 Austin never forgot his promise he made with his cousin. He was still close with her, when she was free the two of them would skype and Austin would show off the lyrics she wrote.  He was proud of how he self-taught himself. When he was 16 years old, Austin found out that SM Entertainment was holding an audition for potential trainees. Of course, the day of the audition is the same day for his SAT testing that his parents been nagging him to study and do well in. Austin knew his parents would disagree with him if he told him that he has no plan taking the test. It was a long shot but he planned to skip the testing and head for the audition. All he had to do what pass and Austin knows he had what it takes. This dream of wanting to be an idol, has been something he been wanting to be since he was young, and no way in hell he giving that up. On the day of the test, his parents dropped him off, and once they were gone. He quickly took a bus and head towards where the audition being held. When he got to the audition, he has never been so nervous in his life. Austin performed his self composed song for the audition. Those who judge him saw the great potential this boy could have as one of their artists and told him he passed and that be going to South Korea with them as a trainee.
 
 Austin’s news of getting accepted in SM Entertainment shocked his whole family and earn him a scolding for skipping out on his SAT, lying to his parents, and going to the audition alone. However, there was no use of changing his mind. Austin was a lost cause now since he got what he wanted and he was going to do what he wants to do. With heavy hearts, his parents accepted his wishes and approved him to go to Seoul. Tiffany was happy for Austin, but she too yelled at him for doing such irresponsible action that could have ended badly. Austin didn’t care as he was too happy that he got accepted into the same company as his cousin. Within 4 weeks, Austin packed his belonging and head towards  Seoul, South Korea ready to shake up the kpop scene.



training

2015-2016// Joined  SM Entertianment and started his  training as a trainee under the company. It was an adjustment to Austin,  he was far from home and a whole new culture that what he was use too.. It ook some time for him to adjust this new chapter in life. Tiffany was there to support and help any way she could. He became known as Tiffany's cousin and there were some trainee who were jealous of him, thinking he was accepted because  his cousin is the member of nation best girl group. Of course, that offended Austin cause he enter with his talent as a rapper and he was seen to have potential to be an idol. Austin worked hard, he had lot of catch up to do since he was far behind other trainee who had years of experience for him. His only experience was rap battles he had in his neighborhood. However, he was no quieter and train hard to catch up. He was lucky enough to friend few trainee who helped him such as Mark who helped him with dancing. Lucky for Austin he a fast learner and was was progressing well in dancing. He train in singing as well, but it was clear he was not a vocalist like the other talented vocal trainee. Rap, though is where Austin shined as a trainee greatly impressing trainee and trainers of his skills. In a matter of months, Austin was introduced as a SM Rookie in the fall of 2015. Austin was loved by fans for his quirky and refreshing personality when he appeared on the station. Austin heard rumors going on about  SLJK program from other trainee. Hearing that selected trainee were being selected to join and to be aware of " Madame Kang"  , a lady that a force to be reckoned with. However, Austin didn't have time to think of that program when his attention went when he was selcected into the NCT line up. He was selcted as a member for the NCT U, the first sub unit to debut.  However, his good friend replace him last minute. Austin didn't have hard feeling because the SM director inform instead that unit he be placed in NCT 127 that will debut few months after  NCT U. Austin train within the group. Leanring the choregraphy and even did some recording. However, his dream was short live again when he was replaced by Mark again.  Honestly, Austin felt offended that the staff is doubting his abilities cause he knows he just as good as Mark. He was more discourage even more despite another sub unit, NCT Dream debuting  he will not be part of it. Why? Cause he not fit the style cause Austin will look weird being place with the babies from sm rookies.  Austin tried to remain positive and worked his off until the next evalulation. It was his break, on the day of evalulation as Mandame Kang join the trainers and director to scout out new recruits for her program. Trainee around him were fired up cause if Mandame Kang scout you, it basically means you have  talent as she is scouting for the best of the best . This was his chance, so when he was up and of course being  the unpredictable boy that he is. Personally told Mandame Kang to keep an eye on him when he produced  his self composed song that he created himself. Extra brownie points Austin claims that it be in his favor at the end. All of the trainee were good, but Mandame Kang kept a good eye on Austin for while actully. This was not the first time she withness his performace. Heechul inform her about his talent and portental as an idol . SInce he was new asa trainee with no experience she wanted to him for a bit on how he progress and adjust to the training.  And that day performance she was confident Austin would be a good selection for the SLJK program. Other trainer and SM staff of the NCT program fought to keep him in but Mandame Kang fought back saying they are wasting talent for not letting him debut now since it been 2 times he was denied the chance to debut.



—  Fall of 2016-2019// The very next day when Mandame Kang scouted him, he began his journey in the SLJK-B program. He burst through the door full of positivety that he able to finally debut, plus he was able to see a few friends he haven't seen in awhile. When he thought SM training was hard, SLJK program was in whole other level. Every day was going into a war zone of hell. You never know if you get cut and sent home each day. Training was torture and rigorous.The training really trained the mind and body. Austin watch countless of trainee getting cut out of the program. He also watch many couldn't take it anymore and given up. 

The program was extremly tough, not everyone could do it, but he knew this program was meant for the best of best and Austin had no plan of giving up. He worked hard every single day. He gave up everything for this program and it was hard when he had to give up his phone and social media during this process. He alwayed looked forward to friday cause he was able to talked to his family.  He shed a few tears as he missed them so much but he doing his best to no disappoint them. His family especially his parents were his strength to pushed forward during the program. 

He was one of the best rapper in the group and his dance skills greatly improved since he enter the company thanks to all the trainee ( Sam and Koji) who helped him during this training in the program.  When he was finally placed as final line up as a member of PARADOX. He had had to asked Mandame Kang if she serious and not pulling a fast one on him. When he realize his dream was happening, he started to cry when his dream was coming into reality. All his hard work was finally paying off. 

 

 

    

talent twins 

—  Rap Sub-Captain MAIN RAPPER #2 + MUSIC PRODUCTION ( Backup: Lead Rapper #1) 


Rap Twin// BAP's Yonggguk //  + + + // Back up: BTS's RM // +

Austin has talent. He is a good rapper, with style and flow that is unique to other rappers.Austin has a voice that able to grasp anyone attention when he on stage. He known for his lyrics that has deep powerful messages and styles that different from others.

Dance Twin// Ateez's Minji// + + +// Back up: Ateez's Yeosang// + + 


Austin may not be in the dance team, but he has qualities  to be a good dancer from all the hardwork and dedication he puts into practicing routine. For his height and body type, he able to move his body freely yet energetic and powerful. Austin has tons of energy so he able to carry tough routines out from start to finish.

Singing Twin// BAP's Yongguk// + + 


Austin not a singer, even though when he fools around he acts like a he a main vocalist of the group. Despite him not being a singer of the group, he has a deep husky voice that quite memorizing to listen too. He capable of carrying out his part, but his voice can be rough and shaky cause he not really train to be a singer.

scandals 

"  PARADOX's Ash vs. Sasaeng Fans" // True// Austin had always appreciated and loved PARADOX 's fan, but he doesn't like how toxic  some of the sasaeng fans be.  With the rise of the group populairty, so was the number of sasaeng fans. First it was tolerable, but when it come to the point where his team, the staff and himself safety in trouble. He can't take their selfish actions anymore. The biggest one when  they were at the airport, the group just landed to Japan for a concert event and fans were surrounding them. They were tired from  their schedule  cause the whole trip, some airport staff sold their ticket inofrmation to some sasaeng fans so all trip, the memebrs couldn't really rest due to the screaming , clicking of camera from them. As they were walking out terminal, it pissed off Austin when fans purposely hurt the members such as tripping them , or pushing them for to at least " remember them" even if in a negative light. Seeing how one of his memebr got hurt , he quickly calls out the sasaeng for hurting to the point where staff has to pull him away before he does something stupid.  Some netizen applaud him for calling them out while others admit this is the price of being famous and he was over reacting. 


" PARADOX'S Ash appears half in front of vlive event hold with half the members"// TRUE// This scandal was completely be accident in Austin part. He completely forgot that some of s were having a vlive event with the fans.  He was taking a shower and usually he would walk out with just a towel hanging below his waist ( they were lucky he wasn't cause there are times he would walk out from a shower ). Austin was oblivious what what happening when he walked out and walked behind them casually wanting to get some water till one of the members turns around and saw a half Austin. Somone screamed and threw a pillow at him and first instincts for austin was to catch the damn pillow, almost causing a national crisis when his towel fell off. Lucky for him, members quickly covered him and moved the camera away from him. Fans were going wild  about the incident and in the background , you can hear managers and members scolding at Austin for being reckless.  
 

 

likes

— LOVES spicy food,//willing to risk his butthole for some good spicy food. Hotter the better.
—  Producing music: he let his creative juice flow when producing music.
— Tik Tok:// loves doing challanges, and trends. He makes members do it with him. Also could spend hours  just looking through tik tok videos
— Affection// not afraid to show his love and affection for s. He is a cuddle bear and loves giving out hugs to just about anyone.
— Exercise:// He enjoys exercising  during his free time, he quite proud with the body he has since he worked hard to get it.
—Anime/ manga:// Since he was young, he love watching anime during his free time. Even now, during breaks he would watch anime. When he really in the mood, he would spend hours watching a serie and risk lack of sleep. Favorite anime is One piece, Demon Slayer, and  Attack on Titans.
—Listening to music:// He likes to listen to all types of music, also it helps inspire him when he producing music. Plus, listening to music helps him destress himself .
—Hanging out with friends/ love ones // He likes having a good time especially if he doing with people  he cares about
— Animals// esp cute furry one// this boy will go completely soft and act cute to get the animal to pay attention to him.
— Compliments // this boy loves when people feed his ego on how good him and his group perform. He loves when people acknowledge him and his group skills and capabilities as idols. He just bathes in the endless compliment if he could.
— Passion: Something seeing someone give there all into anything they are passionate about seem to move him and he likes seeing others do what they are passionate about. 
— Good Vibes : Austin all about positive energy, he likes to surround with good vibes only.

dislikes

— Bad vibes// will cancel anyone who brings bad vibes into the enviroment. Nothing but good vibes from him.

—Bland food// this boy wants flavor when he eats food, no bland food will ever satisfied him. People who like bland food to him doesn't know what good food is.

—Unpassionate People// He hates people who don't give their all into doing something that others work hard to achieve. To him it like, what are you even doing then.

—  Injured/ sick loved ones// Austin doesn't like seeing anything bad happen to those he care about. He would do anything to help out and tries his best to make everything better.

— Spiders// since he was young he always been scared of spider due to a childhood trauma.

— :Messing up in a performance// Austin loves to give it his all when he perform on stage. His team and him work hard, so he feels guilty if he messes up the routine or lyrics in the performace. He even feels more guilty that the fan didn't get the best perfromace out of him.

— Anti-Fans & Sasang fans// Austin hates toxic people in general, he gets  super annoyed when antis make it a point to show the hate towards his group. Austin logic, if you hate something why you give attention. For sasang, he just hates how it brings stress for . He appreciates that they are fans, but the unhealthy toxic obsession doesn't vibe with him correctly

 

trivia

—  Austin somehow makes time to exercise. He exercise at least 5 times a week. If he unable to go to the gym, he will exercise at the dorm.
—  Loves to sing in the shower
— Sleeps with only his boxers on. Austin gets hot easily so he sleeps with his boxers on if not he unable to go to sleep.

— Loves affection, he likes to give or recieve affection from the members. He will cuddle, hold hands, and more with the member 

—His favorite food is all his mother's food. Nothing can beat his mother cooking. His next favorite food is Yugaejang and Tteok-bokki.

— Has one of the biggest appetite in the group. He can eat alot in one sitting. Many thinks he has a black hole for a stomach

— Want to be part of food variety show, basicaly so he can eat all the good food he wants

— Doesn't need to diet cause he exercise enough to burn of the calories he consume. During promotion, he does his best to eat clean to keep up his body in shape

— Has a high tolerance for spicy food, but his butthole doesn't

—Has embarrassing pictures of the members in case he needs to black mail them. He learn it from Heechul.

— Has a tik tok account, he likes doing the latest trends and challenges . He would make some of the members do it with him

— He likes to wear his shorts / boxers around the dorm cause he gets too hot  easily

— Is the member who will sneak out the dorm to go to the convience to grab snacks for the members.

— Videocall his family at least once a week and messages them everyday on kakaotalk.

— Want the group to visit LA so he can take them to all the good food spots he knows.

— Often hangs out with Tiffany when she visit Seoul,

— His wallpaper is one of the members. Every week he changes it to the member  he took a derp pic off. Every week he announce his new victim that he took a pic of that week. No one is safe, even the managers are not safe.

— Austin ideal type: funny and knows how to have fun

— If austin does wear clothes when he goes to bed, he sleeps strips uncounsiously ( cause it too hot for him) and sometimes end up waking wondering what happen to his clothes

—Consider him finally making it when he saw fan fiction  written about him. He actually reads some of them curious how fans interpert him. 

— Calls himself the 3rd boyfriend of Koji, why? Cause he knows ...well fans told him when he asked who were the top OTP in the group and Koji and Sam was #1 so he wanted to join the fun.

— Austin panual, he doesn't care about gender. Love is love to him

— Has a high alcohol tolerance

— Favorite fruit: Mango, watermelon, and banana

— Loves Matcha bubble tea

— Not a big fan of protient shakey, when he has to drink. He chugs it down in one gulp
— Honestly wants to be paired up with a member so he can see cute fan and chibi art of him

—Wanted to have a mukbang channel but was denied by mandame Kang. 

— His phone full of embarrasing pictures of all the members and manager, that he even saved it to his icloud.
Sh!t Austin's say

— " And the victim for my shameless derp wallpaper is !!!!!!!"

— * teasing and annoying the members* OPPA!!! OPPA!!  I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

— "  Smile geokkulo   Life too short not to smile " 

— " YAH!! YAHHHHHHH!!!! YAH!!!!!!!!!! "

— " Why is it so hot!?!?" 

— " Guys, I would advise you to go the bathroom before I do....It going to be a long night for my "

— " Whaaaaa....can you repeat that."

— " Lets get this party started!!!!!"  * walking to the practice room *

— " Yah! Positive energy only! No negative energy here!"

—  *stares into a bowel of super spicy nuclear noddles tat he even made more spicy* " I am willingly to risk it all for you" 

— " hey! can you hear my music? I worked on it all night!" 

—" Hey man, whats up!" 

— " You know i love you guys right? " 

—" Let make the stage our !!...I mean lets do our best!"

— " Whooop whoop!" 

—" Woah that good....a chef kiss" 

—" Where the flavor...so bland...you eat this???? " 

— " What i do again ? ........." Oh yeah....hahahaha " *nervous laugh*

—  " I hope you guys know this team is a marriage for better or for worse we are stuck together forever and ever ...and ever" 

— " Come on guys! We got this!" 
— " GUYS!!!  WE'RE FINALLY FAMOUS!!! THERE FANFICTION WRITTEN ABOUT US!!!! " 

 

 

 

 

relationships

 

— Parents • Park Jinwoo & Park Hana / 59& 57 / Owners of a beauty supply store / 10/ 10

To Jinwoo and Hana, Austin will forever be their little baby and the baby in the family. At first they were concern for their son future, but they know better than anyone that boy will find a way to make his dream come to reality. Now they are his biggest supporter and so porud of him. They looked forward to every time he calls , his mother espeically since she always concern for him. His parents often send him care packages  such as his favorite snacks that they don't have in the seoul. When Austin mother call she asking all sort of questins making sure he taking care of himself.

 

 

 

— Oldest Brother • Park Andrew / 30/ Lawyer / 8/10


There bit of an between the two, but Andrew been the brother who took care of his baby brother when their parents are working . Andrew is one of the golden child and he is a successful lawyer in california. Andrew is Austin first victim on who he bothers when they were young Andrew thing of him as pain in the but of course he adores his brother and proud of his accomplishment. He was glad that he found something cause his grades were quite a concern for him. Andrew a busy man, but he always make tme for andrew in case he calls him.

 

— 2nd Older Brother • Park  Jason / 25 / IT Tech / 9/10

Austin closer to Jason than his eldest brother. Jason was supprotive over his brother since the begining  and he was the one who helped him sneaked out the house when they were younger. The two of them are close and Austin always message him throughout the day asking how everything is back home. They talk about the weirdest things, sending each other tik tok videos , gif . The two of them mostly spam the group messages with family memes.

 

— Cousin • Tiffany Hwang / 30 / Singer / 10/10

Tiffany has to be one of Austin biggest supporter even somone who really close to him. Austin think of Tiffany as his big sister. He was super excited when he was in the same comany as her, he was a bit sad when she left the company just a couple years after he enter but he completely supportive of her dream. Every time she visits, the two of them hang out. They would go out to eat, and do fun things together. Austin hopes to one day to collab with like good old times and perform on stage. Austin will tell fans Tiffany fan that he is the number one supporter.

— Group Mate • Lee Sam/ 24 / Idol / 10/10

Austin met Sam when he enter SM Rookie, the two of them seem it hit off since both of them were from the states. Austin was memorized by his dancing when he first encounter him him dance. Austin knew Sam was in a whole never level than him when it comes to rap. Sam was like the big brother to Austin even when they debuted in PARADOX. Austin come to him when he need help with a dance routine as he would claim " MASTER HELP ME!" . ...yes for some strange reason when it comes to dancing. Austin calls out  " Master" and that usually means Sam. Since SM Rookie, Austin had the desired to debut in the same group as Sam and he was excited when he got scouted into SLJK-B program. Because on the first day, Austin burst through the door screaming Sam name like bloody murder before hugging him like he hasn't seen him for years, even though they saw each other the other day when Sam congratulated him for being scouted to the program. Also, Sam is Austin work out body as they go to the same gym together.  Austin admires Sam body, he thought he had a good body until he saw Sam coming out with a six pack.


 

— Group Mater • Yamamoto Ryouta / 23 / Idol/ 10/10
 

These two are the duo when it comes to taking down sasaeng fans. There will be in a number of occasions the boys will express their dissatifaction of their action and asking fans to respect them and the members private lives.   Austin met Koji around the time he enter the company, but never got close to him due to his schedule being different to his. They only got close when Austin enter the SLJK-B program.  Austin wished he was good at dancing when he saw how good Koji dance and he the next person he goes to when asking for help for dance. Their friendship only grew because of how tough the program can be. When both of them discover their love for manga, they had a huge " Oh my god ! did you read this blah blah" moment. They exhange manga/webtoons that they read and fanboy about it later on how the feel about the series. If Austin found a good series, he right away shows to Koji so the two of them can talk about it later. When it ongoing, the two of them will impatiently wait together for the next update before screaming when the update happens. Austin slowly trying to get him into anime, even though Koji not the biggest fan. Hearing that Koji has two boyfriends, Austin felt like he was chop liver and wanted to join the party cause why not!  He was a bit jealous of boyfriend 1 and 2 and announce  that he is the offical boyfriend 3.

 

 

— Group Mates • PARADOX MEMBERS / varied / IDOL / 10 /10

Austin loves each and every one of the memembers because each one of them is like his family and holds a special place in his heart.  Austin gets sensitive when he talks about his love for the group cause the SLJK-B program was practically hell. They went to hell and came out as idols and he felt that experience brought them closer. All the members are victims to his teasing and pranks. 

— Friend/ Rival • Mark Lee / 21/ Idol  / 7/10

Mark is consider Austin friend but also his rival. Austin and Mark started off as friend when Austin enter the company, Mark helped him alot to adjust to his new enviroment and helped him during his first few months as a trainee.  The two of them would often good around, hang out in the studio writing lyrics and even going over their rap skills with each others.They started their friendly rivalary during their NCT line up, Austin was supposed to debut in NCT U before last minute switch and Mark took his spot. Austin was sad but happy for his friend and when he was part of NCT 127 he even learn the whole choregraphy and recorded his part. He felt his dream cracked a bit when he was replace again with Mark. It honestly strain their friendship  Mark felt guilty for him and Austin envied Mark, but he supported him no matter what. Austin was optimistic that his opportunity will come which it did when he was scouted to SLJK- B program. Austin told mark that the two of them will be rival once he debut and to prepare for him cause he will stealing the stage. Since then the two remain good friends, but due to Mark busy schedule it hard to meet up but nothing the less these two are friends with friendly rivalary.

— Brother from another mother • Wong Yuk-hei / 21 / Idol  / 100/10

These two practically share the same brain cell when they are together. Austin and Lucas are pratically like brothers the moment they met they felt like they found their long lost twin. They met a month after Lucas join.These two are chaotic together as they would goof off after practice, sneak out for a mid night snack. These two were practically inseperable and honestly are like dumb and dumber when they are in the same room together. Even when Austin join the program, the two were still close and met up when they could. Mostly stuffing their face in convience food and giving each other moral support as they talked about how rough it is for them. Austin hates that Lucas is now mostly in China, so the two of them message constantly and when  Lucas visit. The two of them would hang out all day and catch up.

— Mentor/ sunbae • Kim Heechul / 36 / IDOl /  8/10

Austin's cousin Tiffany was the one who introduced these two even though Austin know very well who Kim Heechul being a E.L.F himself. Austin fanboy a bit when he met Heechul, but the two seem to hit it off very well. Heechul took him in as a dongsaeng and  told him to come to him if he ever needed help.  Heechul honestly thinks he is the kim heechul 2.0 on how crazy and quirky this boy can be and he himself doesn't know if he can handle his crazy energy. Often speechless and screaming at Austin to calm down before he kills him. Heechul was the one who mention Austin to Madame Kang about his potential and to keep an eye out for him.

 

— Mentor/ Noona•  Kim Hyoyeon / 30 / IDOL / 7.5/10

Being Tiffany's cousin, treated him well since Tiffany claim him like a younger brother. She didn't give him special treatment but she kept an eye out for him when Tiffany out of the country to watch her cousin. Hyoyeon saw great potential in Austin and helped him out during dance routines. She honestly gave him extra tough love in case other trainee felt he got favoritism but she was glad Austin took her tough love and harsh criticism  well and use to better himself in training. Hyoyeon enjoyed his positive personality and sends occasion reports to his cousin.

— Director/  Boss Lady• Mandame Kang/ ??? /  Director /  7/10


Austin honestly afraid of Mandame Kang thinking of her as the devil who wore Prada. He acts the most behaved when she in the same room as him, he can instantly go from crazy boy to calm good boy. Mandame Kang know how quirky Austin can be, but she like his attitude and his charistma when it comes to performace. She saw great potential in him when Heechul mention about Austin and time to time, she did watched him since he was still new for a trainee. When it was one of the evaluation day, she personally joined to watch  Austin and few other trainee to see how much progress he did since the last time she saw him. She was greatly pleased by him and asked for his tranfer to her program even though SM staff fought to keep him since he was a potential to be in NCT and Mandame Kang claim it be a waste of talent and that she can perfect Austin in her program plus she argued they already passed him up 3 times with the NCT subunit debuts claiming it was a waste of talent being wasted . Mandame Kang was hard on when he train but then again she was hard everyone as saw great potential in all of them. 

 

— Manager•  dong mingyu / 27 / Taking care of the 13 members / 8/10


Austin is probably one of the reasons why Mingyu girlfriend scared to come over cause of all the stories  Mingyu told of him. Austin a handful for Mingyu as he so unpredictable at time that sometimes he questions if that boy even human when he does random . Out of all the manager, Austin closest to Mingyu. He calls him  " Mother Mingyu"  and loves to tease and joke around with him. Mingyu often nags for Austin to stop eating too much spicy food, but does Austin listen. No. Mingyu often have to make something to help his stomach so Austin stomach can feel better for the next day. Honestly, if mingyu has to choose who the handful. Austin is number one. It not like he hates him, but he feels Austin is like his own child he has to take care off. Austin even told his own mother not to worry since he got Mother mingyu to take care of him. Austin's mother sends extra gift to Mingyu such as tasty treats from the states to mingyu for dealing with her son. 

 

— Manager•  Eric Cho / 28 / Taking care of the 13 members / 7/10

Eric reminds Austin of his eldest brother Andrew with his stonic dry sense of humor personality. Austin quite a handful for Eric as Austin seems to like to pull on Eric leg with his  mischivious personality. Austin personally make it a mission to make this serious guy at least once a day, which earn Eric scolding at him to stop being annoying. If Austin able to crack a laugh out of him, Austin feels like he accomplish something day. He loves when Eric is drinking cause he like a new guy. Austin took few pictures of drunk Eric to use ine case of anything. 

— Manager•  Danny Kim / 27/ Taking care of the 13 members / 8/10

Danny is the second manger he is closest too after Mingyu. Danny and Austin often goes to the gym together. Austin thanks Danny for helping him gain his muscle. During promotion, Danny the one who help Austin eat clean while in promotoin. However, Austin has to sneak around in order to sneak in tasty treats on days he suppose to be " healthy" .

 

 
 

what would you add to the paradox team?

" Nothing, I believe we already perfect the way we are now" he grins confidently, leaning back on his chair proud of his answer that he gave cause he truly believe the team was perfect

what are you confident in? what do you lack?

" My rapping and confidence! I believe if you want to pursue anything. You need to confidence in yourself in order to succedd because bad vibes will set you up to fail." he nods proudly, folding his arms to his chest proud of his answer before realizing he has another question he needs to answer" Oh yeah...hmm my team told me I lack the ability of being normal." he laughs loudly " I guess I'm a lost cause on that one."

which seniors do you look up to? why?

"Super Junior, Big Bang, Girl Generation, Rain...I would say they were the one I really looked up to. I want my group to be legends just like them and make history in Kpop. Also, I want us to last together forever, but I don't think I have to worry. Heechul hyung thought me to take pictures of them and black mail anyone who tries to leaves...sooooo we're safe!" he tries to hold in his laughter as he saw everyone reaction to his answer and all he could smile innocently as he waits for the next question.

where do you see yourself in ten years?

" Hmmmm, maybe dead if my manager team up with the members to get ride of me becuase they finally got annoyed with me." he chuckles , with the mangers about to pull their hair off their head from his answers and the interviewer confused what they just heard " Buttt!!!" he quickly followed up " I think by then Paradox will be on top and legends!....ah and I might own a puppy! "

 

 
 

love interest Park Jimin
back up love interest Matchmaker

personality

(+) Confident, Loyal, Compassionate
(-) Moody, Pessismistic, blunt

Jimin a confident lady know know what she wants.  She confident what ever she does and do whatever it takes to get there. She loyal for those she can trust and will always have their back no matter what. She the true friend that everyone wants to have through thick and thin. But never take advantage, cause she easily can cut someone out of her life. She compassionate and concern for other well being. She cares for for her friends and family and cares alot of how they are doing.

Jimin is moody, she can easily go from 0 to 100 real quick if something doesn't rub off the right way. She can be happy one moment, but if something gets her upset there wont be chill jimin anymore. Pessismistic, she often expect the worse to happen. If there too much good things that are happening, she  expects there to be a catch. Jimin is blunt, she doesn't sugar coat anything. She will tell everyone how it is and how she feels. She doesn't care her honest statment will hurt someone feeling. She will speak the truth and if someone doesn't like that they can just leave her life cause Jimin has no time for babies. 

love story

In 2019, couple months after debut Austin was invited to Eric Nam's podcast and Jimin happen to be invited too. Austin been a fan of Eric podcast so when Eric people invited for Austin to join after claiming he love listening to Eric podcast during car rides. Jimin happen to be the 2nd guest invited and she good friends with Eric. Austin already knew Jimin was and was a fan of her music, plus her personality, he just liked her bad personality. All three of them seem to click in the podcast esp the  Austin and Jimin who kept goofing around and teasing Eric the whole time.

Sadly, after the podcast Austin had to leave right away because was a last minute and he manage to slip it between his schedule. That night he was on instagram and decided to slip into Jimin dms cause he thought they hit it off well and his approach to the message was in a friendly matter. Austin sent a message he had fun at the podcast and hope to work together again. Also mentioning, he wish to collab in music when the time comes. Of course, Jimin replied but when Austin that was it she sent another message questioning his profile pic on what he was wearing cause she wasn't sure if he was a lion, sunflower or even the sun. Even though clearly it was a flower, but that was the start on how the two started talking. 

Since then the two been exchaning messages in DMs between each other. Nothing serious, it was mostly talking their day and joking around. Austin  and Jimin met up again when Eric was starting another season of " Hwaiting" usually it eric close friend , but since Austin was hit on the podcast he was invited again and of course Jimin was there. After the recording, Austin was starving and had nothing plan that day. Since jimin and him were getting along well, he asked if she wants to grab food of him. Jimin had always been chill and went out to eat with him at a near by resturant. The two of them had a blast as they ate korean fried chicken. They were there for hours just laughing and eating. 

After that day, their relationship got even closer. They text every single day and video chatted alot. They had a thing where they would watch movie while video chating. Slowly Austin was seeing Jimin in a different way after a night when he snuck out the dorm a near by park that the two of them met. They took a stroll under the stars. They were talking about trainee days and how she was force on a diet. When Jimin talked about her hard time how fans want to see skinny girls, Austin couldn't help but blurt out she was perfect the way she is. Which seems to caught off Jimin, but it made happy hearing it and felt a certain way as they continue on their stroll.

That night was a turning point for them, the two was slowly begining to realize their feeling but the timing right now . Both of them were focusing on their careers as Jimin just left JYP and  need to make a name for herself as no longer has JYP behind her back. Also Austin just debuted, plus has a dating ban. The two of them it best to wait, but it didn't stopped them from messaging each other (( Occasionally would flirt through text)). It obvious the two like each other, but both of know timing is not right. When the time is right and they still have feeling for each other. There was no doubt the two will be together. Right now being good friends who occasionally flirt all the time is what they will have until everything good on both ends. however, this doesn't stop them from  meeting each other secretly. Austin willing to sneak out his dorm to meet up with her.

ending

— After the 2 year ban, Austin couldn't wait anymore and asked Jimin to be his girl. He produce and wrote a song for his love for this girl and how he want to make her his girl. He told her to come to his studio and he played it for her before asking her to be his girl. Jimin of coourse said yes and the began to date  .....this boy willing to risk it all for this girl .

— Honestly the ending up to you >< I be happy with anything, just hopefully it won't break this poor boy heart.
 

remplace with love interest 120*120
 
 

last comment hello, I hope you like this crazy boy T^T

solo projects / songs

Yamazaki //  Austin first solo release since he debuted . He got inspired from all the manga and anime that he had watched over the years. It was a bit controversial due to it rated graphic, but it recieved lot of praise at the end

Born Hater // Co produce with members from the rap team. A rap team  song that they produce dedicated to their haters.

Fiance// 2nd solo release, he wrote and produce the song. The song did really well in the charts and was trending for a while.

Doom Dada // 3rd release- he wrote and produce him the songs. Everyone thought it was weird but fans admit it basiclaly descibe Austin quirky personality and weirdness. 

 

password Big Bang "Bang Bang Bang" & Kard "Dumb Litty" : Austin basically a guy who just living his dream and he not going to let anyone or anything that get his way.

 

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