Hi everyone ! It's been so long since I last visited AFF. Well, I've turned 25 years old on March 26. Busy with life and also with EXO. I'm mostly active on twitter and instagram.

The reason I come back here to day because I am super happy that CHEN IS NOW A FATHER TO A BABY GIRL.

We've seen EXO since their younger days.. I basically grew up with them because I'm a year younger than Sehun and now... Chenxs gotten married and having a baby of his own. Time does fly so fast. 

So many things can happen in between today and tomorrow. 

Year 2020 has been very.... It's too early to say that year 2020 so bad. But things had been going the other way around I guess. Everything happened so fast. One day the virus was only in China... and suddenly it became a worldwide issues.

So, with todays news of Chen's daughter. At least, we were still able to have good news right?

We're done about Chen's matter.. Now, it's about my life.

Many people my age have achieved so many things and been earning money consistently..they've gotten married and living stable life. 

While me.. i'm out of business... i'm jobless.. everything I do.. nothing works out well. I kept on giving up but continue trying again. But still things ended the same way. I'll continue standing up again after every fall.. but for how long I should do this? I want to give up and live like I have no point in life. But, i just feel stupid thinking I'd be spending my life doing nothing when I can try to do each and everything right?

I'm not the type of person who would take any iffer without proper consideration. I'm very strict with myself. And i always try not to burden my mental.. I don't want to do 'easy' job like buying stock whatsoever. I love to do things that I am able to control, to check, to improve, and to proof. 

Goshhh.. god help me.. i'm ranting like there's no tomorrow... hahahahah sorry guys...