good and bad during these times.

okay i'm gonna rant here guys

 

sorry lol but i gotta vent

 

so, some things i've lost out on are really big loses during this querantine time we are all going through i know

myself and many others have also probably lost out on experiences and oppurtinutes this year

and it really

like no doubt about it, it really ing

 

i hope they find a cure for this virus fast, because this should be considered a break but why does it not feel like a break when we are forced to stay at home??? oof

it would be a break if we still got to do things

 

but i'm missing out on travel oppourtunies i could be doing right now, conventions, concerts, and school trips/ oppurtunies 

i'm really really mad and upset about it, it demovated me a bit from not wanting to do anything in spite of it 

 

but i realize that'll only make it worse, and make me feel worse.

 

 

so--- i'm being productive even though  public can't go out like it use to as much

i'm still going to  order my cosplays though incase things resume,  and hope that things will resume before the end of the year bc i really wanted to go to ax this year but nope lol and even kcon too but now all this mess has ruined a lot of peoples plans -- i wanted to go to more concerts this year too and vlog about them for you guys but the virus is preventing idols even from work oof

 

so its a really big let down, not just us normal people but even for idols- actors and more in the industry  people who have jobs with these fields, classical musicians having it tough too.

 

it just .

a big ball of ing bull

 

but we can't stop going just bc they wanna try to stop the world, we got to keep moving on.

 

I'm praciticing my writing, and art more as well as studying languages

 

how many??

 

i'm gonna try to challenging myself by studying japanese, korean, chinese, thai, and german and spanish a  bit too 

ofc not all at the same time! hopefully, i won't confused myself x"D

 

but this is the best time for studying and learning and trying new things at home, you said you might have no time for so 

now we got time-- even if its forced upon us oof but we still gotta be positive about it.

 

 

I'm working hard on creating things still during all of this at home ;w;;

 

so i hope maybe it'll inspire anyone else who may feel down too about it, please talk to someone about it as well! it helps getting your worrys and stress off your chest, because this is tough for anybody.

 

and please stay safe, lets keep pracitcing to help it slow down the virus and they find a cure bc is2g this can't go on a whole year

i'm not gonna get to graduate early now, if it does damn lol

if you guys need someone to talk to/vent to i'm here.

 

we will get through this, as long as we all keep working together and helping each other out, bc it may not like seem like its helping but i think it is helping nurses a lot 

i feel so bad that they don't get to get any free time at all during this, along with the workers who are still keeping things going for us risking their lives like thank you people. and to all of the people who are having tough times through this, we're gonna get thru it---

 

hopefully sooner then we think too.

 

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